Bro, wait should I even start off with that... nah I'm just gonna start off with that. Your going to stop writing for now or forever? I don't really know what to say to convey my emotions over text. Thanks for breaking my heart one last time(actually I mean that in the nicest most weirdly friendly way possible like yeah it probably doesn't make sense to anyone else but to me but that's just how I feel) I'm sad. I'm happy for you. I always really did love your writings. They are good please don't forget that. You have a talent people don't yet realize how grand it is, that is ok. Their are other people who have recognized such a unique talent, a different human being, one who plays with your emotions and breaks your heart as if it's made of glass and yet you somehow find a way to mend back the broken pieces of glass into something that is brand new again, only awaiting to be shattered once more. You ended this chapter with an adagio, at least to me it seemed like it. I believe many people believed this was an end to a Symphony we never thought would stop playing. I believe that this was only the conclusion to the second movement in your Symphony. But maybe this really is the closing to the fourth movement. Perhaps the saying is really true, "all good things must come to an end". You are the actual model of this quote. I hope you find a passion you love in something else. Something that makes you truly feel happy, that you can immerse your self in completely without hearing others judgemental words. Once you do that please let me know, and if you can't find what your missing than write it out, write your feelings down on paper so people can read them in fine print and realize how deep and powerful emotions and feelings are in one person. If you found that writing is a tempo you can no longer play to try playing breezeblocks for three hours straight while it's pouring raining at 1am in the morning