Christina0427

@vericona1afton I don't think they're coming back, trust me. I think a lot of us want them back. 

In a few hours, this account will be vacant. I don't know the password, so I can never come back. Not that I want to anyways. Really, I love you guys, and please never think that it's your fault. It's not. It's life's fault. Its moving too fast.
          Thank you so much for the memories we made. I'm so thankful for every one of you, and I hope I've touched your lives the way you touched mine. This is Christina, signing off for the last time. See you on the other side... ❤

Update: I'm moving accounts. A lot of you are going to ask why, so I'm just going to put this as simply as I can: I'm tired. I'm tired of watching notifications pop up on a book that I no longer have any interest in, nor do I desire to ever pick it back up. I'm tired of trying to keep up with notifications when I'm getting 20+ a day. I have loads of school work. I'm going to be 16 soon, and I'll need to get a job to start preparing for my future. I just don't have that much time to write anymore. I don't want to disappoint anybody, but here I am, most likely doing exactly that. I really hope people understand.
          This new account has 0 notifications right now. 0 followers. 0 stories written. It feels so new and fresh and wonderful to know that I'm literally not disappointing anyone over there because I can't post a stupid update. I've taken the time to grow, and learn new things. I still really hope that everyone understands that I just can't keep up anymore.
          The new account is under the username: Firefly427
          Again, there is nothing there, it's empty.
          But please, enjoy.

Thanks for following me  ;)

Hi there

Been a long time, hasn't it...? I'm gonna be completely honest here. No, I'm not okay. Yes, my depression is getting worse. I'm forced to focus on grades and getting chores done instead of actually taking care of myself properly. I'm hydrated, I'm fed, I'm clean. I mean mentally and emotionally. I'm hurting inside and I want all of this to be over. Not life. Just the situation I'm in. My grades have dropped in the past 2 weeks, with 3 of them at a B and 2 of them at a D. I'm more worried about ending the school year with good grades than I am about getting past the school year and into summer without breaking down. My parents won't help, mainly because of my dad. He was angry when my mom told him about me being stressed and sad. I'm scared to bring it up again. So I smile and tell everyone I'm fine. Its sad that my friends are threatening to call mental hospitals for me so my parents will do something for once. I can't trust anyone else. Its awful. No, I'm not okay. But until I get proper help, its only going to get worse. Sorry to keep you waiting. But its going to be a long time before I can come back.

Thx for following me <3

That being said, I've scrapped many, many book ideas since i began this hiatus, I get really excited for the idea, but then I start to dislike it, not because its completely horrible, but because a lack of detail, a lack of a solid story line. I used to write chapters on the go, and it was rushed. I want to take my time with this, and really make it good. Give me a chance to figure out where I want my stories to go, and then I'll start updating again. I just need lots of time to get it together, especially with all this end of year testing going on now and homework that I haven't been doing. Ahah anyways. I'll be back as soon as I can. Peace ^^ ❤

I haven't said this for a while, but i want to thank you. Yes, you laying face up on your bed with your phone in your hands. You, who snuck to the bathroom at school so you could vote for yet another chapter. You. Without you, this community would be practically nothing. Just a lonely girl writing stories all by herself. You came, and you made us great. Its so important that we all have someone to turn to, so that's where you come in. When I'm not active, support each other in any way you can. Thank you so much. Peace ^^ ❤

Thank u so much for the vote!!!!!