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Ok so I'm definitely alive, college basically beat my ass into the ground this past year. Happy new year though to all who celebrate! Anyways, I might get back into my writing soon, so stay tuned.

I've finally moved into my new dorm room at college! Maybe during my initial quarantine period I'll be able to upload and get back into my writing!

I love being wholly unmotivated to do anything. That includes schoolwork, self-care, and even writing which I am so passionate about. What the hell happened in these past few months?

Finally finished with A Dragon's Repentance! I'm getting started on the sequel now, and I'm super stoked to get it out on here!

Guess who's still alive! Geez I thought I was gonna be more productive than this, but I am here now and for the life of me I'm gonna finish up A Dragon's Repentance if it kills me! I already have the sequel halfway written and yet I still need to move everything to digital, so that's my plan for this next week or so.

So apparently my story A Dragon's Repentance has hit 8th place in the tag #beefjerky, and I'm laughing so hard right now because that was an actual tag that other people used! I just think it's so funny and random. #beefjerky for the win!

So I went to bed last night around 2:30 am, and then woke up at 5:30. Today after I came home from school (around 2:45), my mind went on autopilot and I ended up in my bed with the lights of. I slept until 6:30. My mom came and woke me up, told me the time, and then proceeded to laugh at me when I panicked thinking she meant 6:30 in the morning. I lowkey though I was gonna be late to school without getting any of my homework done... runnin on fumes rn and it ain't worth it.

I don't even know if anyone's gonna read this but I'm like super stoked to keep writing my book! Things are happening that are making me, the author, fangirl... idk how that works, but I think I'm doing good if I can make myself feel strong feelings towards my own characters. Anyway, I love my book like it is my own child, and I can't wait till more people start reading it!!!! I wanna see how people react to what's happening!!!

I just had a really weird dream last night... I was at some sort of concert in a park.  I was kinda grumpy for some reason, and this big burly dude noticed and walked over to talk to me.  
          
          I started freaking out thinking he was gonna hurt me, but he only asked me if I had eaten breakfast that day.  Apparently I hadn't, and this dude's face grew into a kind smile before he pulled out a bag of beans. 
          
          This wasn't like a bag of uncooked, dry beans... This was a canvas bag just filled with baked beans.  He was offering me a bag of beans and a freaking spoon with it.
          
          I took it, ate it, and when I handed it back to him, he had the happiest smile on his face.  We ended up hugging, and I thanked the bean bag man for blessing me with his gift of food.
          
          It was a wild dream, but it kinda left me with a warm, fuzzy feeling in my heart when I woke up.  I could also taste baked beans on my tongue for some reason (i can't eat beans) and I am now very confused...