CalyTheCat

Important update, pls read thx :)
          	
          	So I haven't been updating anything recently, I know I promised another story. The problem is, I have a couple of good ideas and I've already worked on them a bit but I always bump into writer's block and then don't touch my documents for ages. I can pretty much only write at nighttime when everything's quiet but then I'm tired and unmotivated but still full of ideas and it frustrates me a lot that I can't put those ideas into words.
          	I'm leaving the country very soon to do a 3-month internship in London and I'm just stressed out at this point.
          	On top of that my anxiety has greatly flared up from time to time and there are nights in which I can't find any rest because my mind is spinning in endless circles and is literally driving me crazy. A few weeks ago I had a night that was so bad that I ended up hurting myself again cause it was the only way to shut my thoughts up.
          	Long story short, I've been a mess lately. Writing used to really be something I could just dive into to help me relieve tension but I just can't find the patience and motivation anymore. I still work on a couple of stories from time to time but I'm not getting anything done. There are just so many things happening in my life that irritate me. 
          	I promise that I'll be back on track at some point, just not anytime soon. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a walking mess all the time, I'm mostly really content, it's just the nights that really get to me and pull me down. So I apologize for being away for so long but I'm really trying my best to get myself to finish some writing already. Hope y'all can understand me. I hope to see you soon :)

CalyTheCat

Important update, pls read thx :)
          
          So I haven't been updating anything recently, I know I promised another story. The problem is, I have a couple of good ideas and I've already worked on them a bit but I always bump into writer's block and then don't touch my documents for ages. I can pretty much only write at nighttime when everything's quiet but then I'm tired and unmotivated but still full of ideas and it frustrates me a lot that I can't put those ideas into words.
          I'm leaving the country very soon to do a 3-month internship in London and I'm just stressed out at this point.
          On top of that my anxiety has greatly flared up from time to time and there are nights in which I can't find any rest because my mind is spinning in endless circles and is literally driving me crazy. A few weeks ago I had a night that was so bad that I ended up hurting myself again cause it was the only way to shut my thoughts up.
          Long story short, I've been a mess lately. Writing used to really be something I could just dive into to help me relieve tension but I just can't find the patience and motivation anymore. I still work on a couple of stories from time to time but I'm not getting anything done. There are just so many things happening in my life that irritate me. 
          I promise that I'll be back on track at some point, just not anytime soon. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a walking mess all the time, I'm mostly really content, it's just the nights that really get to me and pull me down. So I apologize for being away for so long but I'm really trying my best to get myself to finish some writing already. Hope y'all can understand me. I hope to see you soon :)

CalyTheCat

PSA for you guys. I'm gonna be changing my Wattpad username tomorrow, reason's because I don't want my irl friends to find me on here. Which means I'm gonna have to change my name to what I have my tumblr name as which would be CalyTheCat. If that name's already taken (which I'll find out tomorrow when I change the name) it'll be some variation of it.
          I'm still keeping the nickname Vicky cause I mean thousands of people have that nickname and that won't really matter, it's just the username itself.
          Hope that won't lead to confusion. Thanks for reading! :)

CalyTheCat

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Little update for y'all. My last three final exams are next week, lord help me. They're all oral exams but that's even worse cause of anxiety and shit. But after that I'm going to Rome with my best friend and when I get home and (hopefully) pass everything and graduate I'll finally have time to pick up writing again! Something that I've wanted to do all this time but I can't risk failing my exams. Anyway, I'll be back on track on here soon, you'll get some more one shots as well as a brand new story that I've been working on in some quiet hours :D
          Thanks to you who haven't given up on me yet, I'll be back around mid-July. And thanks to those who are still reading and voting and commenting, y'all are amazing. Take care guys, I'll see you soon. <3

CalyTheCat

Are you a fan of Fifth Harmony? Do you enjoy reading fanfics? Then you should totally check out my dear friend summerpsycho's Lauren/Camila fanfic! Make a sister happy and give it a shot! <3
          http://www.wattpad.com/story/41900644-gold-fifth-harmony-lauren-camila-camren-fanfiction

CalyTheCat

@VickyWest97 If you do start reading it, let her know that Vicky sent you ;)
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FairyTaleRomancer

Hi. You may have or may not have noticed me, but you are an amazing artist, [Author] and I am inspired by you and several other people, and it made me start writing. I hope I can grow to be a tenth as awesome as you are, and shine as brightly as your brilliance. Keep being you, and stay awesome and stay weird! ♡

CalyTheCat

@FairyTaleRomancer Oh my god, that is so nice of you to say <3 I'm sure you'll do amazingly, thank you so much for being so kind! :D
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CalyTheCat

So, "I'm not broken" hit 10k reads... I can't even begin to imagine that number but nontheless, thank you people so, so much. This honestly means so much to me. Obviously this wasn't the first story I've ever written but it was the first one I've ever published and it's gotten so many positive comments and all those votes and that just makes me really damn happy. So thank you again. You guys are amazing. Take care. <3