Callmepianoaddict
Callmepianoaddict
HAPPY NEW YEAR- (13 days late)
Good day, to you whoever reads this! It’s currently the year of 2025.. Memories, really. I’ve been on wattpad since 2022, and It’s almost been 3 years since. I don’t know if anyone I know is still active, but hey. If it’s just me here, that’s fine.
There’s a girl a like… I love her. I wish to be hers. Hers forever.
I’m madly in love, but I cannot say so. If we ever get together, (which IS possible. IF she does like me back. She’s giving me mixed signals, but I know my heart is hers. Yes, I just recently realized I’m Bi. Yes, I was straight. I’d rather say I AM straight, but gay for her. Only her, Dangit.) I know I’m never going to come out and say that she’s my girlfriend. BUT THERE WILL BE SIGNS. I knew her since Grade 1, (she left at Grade 4) but reunited in Highschool. She’s my best friend and I am hers. I love her smile, her Touch, her voice, her eyes, her emotions. She might not be beautiful in other people’s eyes, but I love her. She can get grumpy and straightforward about her opinions, even with me… which makes her to be unappreciated in the classroom.) I might be delulu, but she is much more gentle with me.)
I sound so hopelessly in love. But the only people I’ve ever talked about this is my cousin, (because she’s lovely and a classmate that can be trusted. Asked to reveal who by my other cousin, who is also lovely cousin’s brother.. he’s trustworthy as he kept my lovely cousin’s secret of having a gf and being lesbian.)
What should I do? Wednesday, we have an outing arranged. JUST ME AND HER. I’m gonna blurt out, ‘This is like a date, lmao,’ and will wait for her reaction. I’m gonna give hints. I will make her notice me.
I’m THIS close into confessing, but I’m scared of her response. Or rather, I’m scared of rejection. I want to be in her arms forever, but ofcourse.. I’m not going to force it. If she doesn’t like me that way, I’m fine with being best friends.
Anyway, TQ for listening to my TT. Me is 2K words lmao..
Callmepianoaddict
@ashdrought I cannot express how much im touched by this.. T^T I wish I could hug you too aswell :’> sending ghost hugs <3 Your support is everything right now and the most I’ve gotten.. I don’t have other socials as i don’t engage frequently with the internet in ways, but thank you for considering it. I return the gesture and say the same. I’m here for you, too. Thank you for listening and letting me talk about my burdens. I’ll hold you onto that. We just have to keep moving to see when it’ll be okay. Thankyou again, for the push and the warmth. Your replies already feel like hugs, hehe. :’>
ashdrought
@Callmepianoaddict It's completely fine. I'll always listen. I'm sorry for your situation being like this. I wish I could hug you right now, support you better, or anything. If you have, idk, Snap or Insta, I could give you my username so you can talk more often to me. Just a little offer I guess. You're one of the first people (or even •the• first) I met here on Wattpad. You have like a special place in my heart. And I'll always listen to your problems, okay? It's all gonna be okay. I don't know when but I know it will be <3
Callmepianoaddict
@ashdrought Also, im so very sorry for dropping this onto you. I have no one to talk to and my heart is heavy. It’s not like I came out and I don’t think I’ll ever will. Thank you, for listening. You’re a life saver.
Callmepianoaddict
Hello luvs, how are you all? :DD
Callmepianoaddict
AM BACK FROM THE TRENCHES MY DEARSSS
HAHHAHAH MY BDAY TOMORROW QND I JUST REALIZED
ITS BEEN MOTNHS
HOW ARE YAALLLLL
Callmepianoaddict
@Just_Lolli Oh dear.. how are you feeling as of now? I apologize for being late on replying. TvT Life’s been doing alr. Good days here, bad days there — but it’s usually meh days X’3
Just_Lolli
@Callmepianoaddict that's great that you enjoyed your special day! Life's eh, cried for 2 consecutive night because a boy I like claims to have a gf, but pretty eh overall Hbu?
Callmepianoaddict
@Just_Lolli YOOOO HELLOOO I certainly enjoyed my birthday Hehe :3 And I’m doing good aswell! How’s life? Anything happened while I was gone? :’)
Just_Lolli
I HAVE COME BACK
HIIIIIIIIIII AGAIN
AussieComesBack
Congrats, you're the first person i ever followed!
Callmepianoaddict
Hello is me again,
love yaaaallll HAHSHSHSHSH
Callmepianoaddict
I’m awake.
I don’t know what to do.
It’s 3 in the effing morning~
And all I gotta say iiiiissss~~~~~
I luv uuuu~~~~~
choishiz-yulda-som
HELLO COMRADE
Callmepianoaddict
IT’S MAH BIRTHDAY
MAH BIRTHDAY
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEE
YYAAYYAYAYAAYAYYAY
