C_Brix

I know I don't post often, I have a lot I'm working on. One big thing that's taking my time is an upcoming heart surgery I have scheduled in October.
          	As I'm working through my books, I'm seeing so much change and growth in myself. My books remind me of another time, another me, a part of me that I can get back once my heart is working properly again.
          	It will be my 4th open heart surgery, so I kind of know what to expect. At the same time, I don't know.
          	I just hope I come out of it knowing who I am, and I mean my true identity, not some amnesia stuff. 
          	Remember to be true to yourself, stay strong in what you love and believe in, ask yourself if you only had a month to live, what would rise to the top of your list of priorities? What would you do? 
          	I'm also turning 34 in September. I don't feel that old. I feel more like a teenager these days, probably because I have 2 fun teens in my home that I love so much.
          	Anyone going through challenges: stay strong, there is strength within you that will break free and pull you through, life has seasons and phases, you'll get through this, keep your head up, this isn't permanent. Keep going.
          	I feel like I'll be ok. This year has had so many changes and challenges. Good things...hard things...so many things.

C_Brix

@HorRawrg0d39 thank you (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。
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C_Brix

I know I don't post often, I have a lot I'm working on. One big thing that's taking my time is an upcoming heart surgery I have scheduled in October.
          As I'm working through my books, I'm seeing so much change and growth in myself. My books remind me of another time, another me, a part of me that I can get back once my heart is working properly again.
          It will be my 4th open heart surgery, so I kind of know what to expect. At the same time, I don't know.
          I just hope I come out of it knowing who I am, and I mean my true identity, not some amnesia stuff. 
          Remember to be true to yourself, stay strong in what you love and believe in, ask yourself if you only had a month to live, what would rise to the top of your list of priorities? What would you do? 
          I'm also turning 34 in September. I don't feel that old. I feel more like a teenager these days, probably because I have 2 fun teens in my home that I love so much.
          Anyone going through challenges: stay strong, there is strength within you that will break free and pull you through, life has seasons and phases, you'll get through this, keep your head up, this isn't permanent. Keep going.
          I feel like I'll be ok. This year has had so many changes and challenges. Good things...hard things...so many things.

C_Brix

@HorRawrg0d39 thank you (⁠◍⁠•⁠ᴗ⁠•⁠◍⁠)⁠✧⁠*⁠。
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C_Brix

If I could talk to one of my characters RIGHT NOW it would be Alfeo. He dreams the future, whether it's good or bad. So he knows or at least has some kind of inclination as to what to expect.
          I feel like I saw some of my own future in January, regarding the ongoings of this year. It's insane how accurate it's all been. And it's not over.
          And it would be so handy to talk to him right about now. To know how to deal with it. To stay on top of things. To keep pretending everything is going to be fine. And then hoping that by some miracle that everything will be fine.
          Anyone else having a weird or rough year, hang in there. You got this. You're not alone.

HorRawrg0d39

@C_Brix Team Alfeo! We got this!
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C_Brix

You guys!!!!!! Good news!!! I found all of Ademar's story! The version I previously found had crashed and only had 30 chapters but I found the Wattpad version I stuffed somewhere and it's complete!!! The whole story!!! I'm soooo happy!
          I'm still editing/rewriting Remmy's and I've got some work to do on the others. 
          Life is incredible and busy as always but wow! I'm so happy!

HorRawrg0d39

@C_Brix That's awesome! Good thing you still had the wattpad version!
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clairetie

Hey: yes I’m a bit better now. If there is anything I can do, please contact me ❤️

clairetie

@C_Brix Hi yes please! I’ve healed over the past year. Thanks for checking in on me
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C_Brix

@clairetie hey Clair! If you have any of our old emails then can we go back to those?
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C_Brix

I started a YouTube channel with music and my story. Please give it a chance and help it grow if you're on your phone anyway :) thank you
          
          https://youtube.com/@cecilia_brix?si=wzE2WeeWaFe7fjQE

MasterofDeath225

@C_Brix I appreciate it nonetheless
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MasterofDeath225

@C_Brix  I'll check it out for sure
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