CSNovak

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I'm literally so fucking tired of politics and people mentioning project 2025
          	
          	I don't even feel safe enough to elaborate on what I'm saying or explain myself in any way coz I'm too fucking scared I'm gonna lose followers 
          	
          	I just want to be able to do what I want without people trying to force me to believe something I know is wrong.
          	
          	And again, I can't even elaborate or state which "side" I'm on. There shouldn't even BE sides, I'm 15 fucking years old and not even old enough to vote and people are terrorizing ME about POLITICS.
          	
          	I mean come on. Politics??? REALLY???? THIS IS A WRITING APP. WE SHOULDN'T BE FREAKING OUT OVER POLITICS, WE SHOULD BE FREAKING OUT THAT SOMEONE UPLOADED A NEW CHAPTER.
          	
          	
          	Sorry for the vent and if I offended you, I'm just tired. I'm so tired. Mentally, physically, and any other ways in between. I have multiple fucking people in my head. I can't focus or sit still worth crap. I have nearly ZERO friends irl and the ones I do have are wishy washy and I can never tell whether or not they really like hanging out with me. My arms are sore from lifting boxes into the moving truck so we can finally escape our freaky shady ass neighborhood and anytime I open up my phone I'm blasted with people fighting and arguing. 
          	Just
          	Please try to understand where I'm coming from before you start giving me shit in the replies, if I even post this.
          	I'm debating whether or not I should.
          	
          	
          	~Nov
          	~Dean

bluemountain27

@CSNovak I feel you there. The world is way too chaotic at the moment and our senses are overloaded.
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HeliosSunset

@CSNovak of course! I feel you there. People need to mind their own business and let us choose who we want, chances are they aren't gonna convince us otherwise anyway, so they should stop trying. Atp I just block people/don't interact with them if they try that sh¡t T.T
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nikhsumhsaliaw

@CSNovak ugh i'm sorry. i feel you. life and people suck
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CSNovak

this message may be offensive
I'm literally so fucking tired of politics and people mentioning project 2025
          
          I don't even feel safe enough to elaborate on what I'm saying or explain myself in any way coz I'm too fucking scared I'm gonna lose followers 
          
          I just want to be able to do what I want without people trying to force me to believe something I know is wrong.
          
          And again, I can't even elaborate or state which "side" I'm on. There shouldn't even BE sides, I'm 15 fucking years old and not even old enough to vote and people are terrorizing ME about POLITICS.
          
          I mean come on. Politics??? REALLY???? THIS IS A WRITING APP. WE SHOULDN'T BE FREAKING OUT OVER POLITICS, WE SHOULD BE FREAKING OUT THAT SOMEONE UPLOADED A NEW CHAPTER.
          
          
          Sorry for the vent and if I offended you, I'm just tired. I'm so tired. Mentally, physically, and any other ways in between. I have multiple fucking people in my head. I can't focus or sit still worth crap. I have nearly ZERO friends irl and the ones I do have are wishy washy and I can never tell whether or not they really like hanging out with me. My arms are sore from lifting boxes into the moving truck so we can finally escape our freaky shady ass neighborhood and anytime I open up my phone I'm blasted with people fighting and arguing. 
          Just
          Please try to understand where I'm coming from before you start giving me shit in the replies, if I even post this.
          I'm debating whether or not I should.
          
          
          ~Nov
          ~Dean

bluemountain27

@CSNovak I feel you there. The world is way too chaotic at the moment and our senses are overloaded.
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HeliosSunset

@CSNovak of course! I feel you there. People need to mind their own business and let us choose who we want, chances are they aren't gonna convince us otherwise anyway, so they should stop trying. Atp I just block people/don't interact with them if they try that sh¡t T.T
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nikhsumhsaliaw

@CSNovak ugh i'm sorry. i feel you. life and people suck
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CSNovak

I just asked my 5yo brother to try to read the word "Abercrombie" bc he's really good at reading now, and he looks at it for a couple seconds like he's tryin to sound it out in his head then he looks back up at me and just goes "what." in the cutest way and I'm dying laughing ToT lol
          
          
          
          ~Nov

CSNovak

I just realized my poster pic is technically a face reveal bc it's literally me just at an unrecognizable angle XDDD
          
          maybe later today or something I'll do an ACTUAL face reveal if y'all really really wanttt
          
          
          ~Nov

CSNovak

Another check in hiiii eeeehhreeebebebebehehehe
          
          
          I'm trying to be more active on here, though I am going to unpublish some of my works because I HATE THEM THEY ARE WRITTEN BADLYYYYY 
          Lol
          
          Anyways hope y'all are well <3 it's one AM and I'm doing pretty good I just need sleep ToT
          
          
          ~Nov

CSNovak

Also should I do a face reveal???? I feel comfortable with one but idk if y'all would even care lol
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CSNovak

Random check in muahahahahahaha
          
          
          I went out with my friends today :D felt good enough to finally get BACK on this app for a min even if its only for like an hour :3
          
          I love y'all so much you have no idea <3333 its great seeing the millions of notifs I have from y'all ToT and I hope y'all are good
          I'm pretty good :)
          
          ~Nov

CSNovak

@l0wk3y2006 ikkkk <3333 it's good to see you againnnn 
            ty for always responding to my check ins tho ToT <33
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l0wk3y2006

@CSNovak hi nov!!!!! Omg its been so longggg!!!!!<3333
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CSNovak

Back for a little bit... Hey guys wassup?? Gonna have a little more time off now tho, but i was just checking in for a min :) 
          
          Movings been going pretty good. So is my book.
          
          Love y'all and hope you're well <333
          
          
          ~Nov

l0wk3y2006

@CSNovak omg hi babe!!! How are youuu??❤️
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