Kiwi Turtle

THE LIFE OF Y/N BANNER HAS BEEN UPDATED!!!!!!!!   It’s been so long I know and I’m sorry but here it is!!!!!!!

Okay, so my life has been very busy these past few weeks and when I do have time to write I’m unmotivated to. Progress on writing another chapter for my Wanda story is going very slowly and I’ve missed about three or four weeks of posting now. 
          
          I’m sorry, I have been trying but its just been hard to get ideas and time to focus mainly on it. Maybe since this week is vacation I might be able to get a chapter or two in but I don’t know.
          
          Have a happy Easter tomorrow!

I’m not one to give in to stereotypes but like…I tucked in my shirt, cuffed my jeans and I have one dangling earring…and I feel like such a bisexual right now.

10 o’clock at night and I’m the one who has to put my little brother to sleep. I’m his sister not his freaking mother. I have to be up at 5:30 in the morning for school and while I’m gonna get barely any sleep our mother is peacefully sleeping in the next room. Fully well aware that her son is still running around. 

It's 2022 and I'm reading Red, White and Royal Blue which takes place in 2020.
          
          If you haven't read the book ! SPOILERS !
          
          It's just sad to me because the main character is from Texas and like he's trying so hard to help people and everything is going good on that part and there's a lot of talk about Texas. But that's not how 2020 goes. Not how 2021 goes or 2022 is going. 
          
          I'm not on my phone 24/7 researching the laws of which all the states have been passing. But Texas was a big thing for a while, not just with it's abortion laws but also the incident with the schools. 
          
          Don't get me wrong I'm not hating on Texas or the people who live there. There are many other states in the US that suck and have horrible laws and have horrible things happen.
          
          It just sucks reading this book so late while knowing of all the bad that truly happens during and after the years of 2020 and it feels almost impossible to relate to someone who can talk so highly of it even if it's because they haven't experienced it yet or because they're talking in a fictional characters point of view.
          
          I mean James Bond didn't marry the Princess Catherine of Wales.

Feeling very uninspired to write

April 8th of 2021 I officially started my Natasha Romanoff x Female reader fanfiction. June 5th of 2021 was when I officially finished it but publishing finished around mid-July.
          
          I know that the story isn't the best thing written in the entire world but I was proud to have actually finished a book where I was happy with how it turned out.
          
          Yeah, I had finished another book prior but I didn't really enjoy writing that book after a certain point.
          
          Never in a million years did I think - in less than a year I might add - that this story would get so many views. It's currently 200 reads away from 40,000.
          
          I don't even know what to say! Like I am so shocked. Thank you to everyone who has read or is reading that story or any of my stories. Never did I think so many people would actually like it.

This is honestly bugging me so much... I've been reading All The Young Dudes which is a Marauders/Wolfstar fanfic and they mention chocolate frogs a lot.
          
          And like when I first watch Harry Potter I was small and loved the magic of it and I still do but...I can't stop thinking about how they eat the chocolate frogs...
          
          I mean the things are ALIVE! Like how does that work?! Am I the only one who's curious about this? Or am I just overanalyzing the situation?

Does anyone else watch Miraculous Ladybug?!?! I just finished the newest season on Disney plus and I think I might have actually died. I just- AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I tested positive for covid and now my friends are telling me not to die on them...is it wrong of my to be laughing so hard?