I'll be saying my goodbyes now..
To everyone that has been a part of writing journey as a pre-teen writing fanfictions, thank you so much for encouraging me to write with your sweet comments and votes. It really pushed me to improve my work and ideas.
A lot of you um, moved on at this point. But I still won't delete my works since I felt like some of you, or the future readers looking for content like me then, would indulge in my works..
Younger me would probably be laughing at me because I quit. But you know what? I didn't really quit, you little twerp. Fanfiction will still be a part of me but I won't be doing any writings or long term things for it. I still read and search for fanfictions online but not as an all time thing but as a treat for my young rebellious self. Sometimes canon is boring ya know?
Now I really understand why some authors decided to drop their fanfics or go off their works in discontinued.
It's because they really found their calling for something else. Fanfiction became a bridge to find that. I used to feel upset about it, but now? I feel happy for them. And I hope you feel the same way for me too.
It's amazing how we started from that young nerdy writer who barely knows how to write a proper conversation, you know, the one who uses a lot of blushing and lotsa stuttering to this wholly improved writer that is STILL flawed but can kick hella lotsa ass. It's an amazing improvement.
So to the younger readers out there. No matter how cringe your writing starts out as: YOU can GROW! Just learn and even if you fail, use that failure as an opportunity to improve.