CherriTree

GaMeRs, yEr BoOk Is CoMiNg Up-

Hello- uhhhhhhhhhh
          I’m... I’m me
          
          Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
          
          What kind of Bnhaxreader book-
          
          Uhhhhhh
          
          Should I write? 
          
          uh..

*sniff* My lazy ass has been on Roblox. I have also noticed I am becoming depressed (more than before). Literally almost every moment of the day, I want to cry. I was roleplaying with a friend, my character’s dad yelling at her and asking:
          
          “ARE YOU FUCKING MENTAL?!”
          
          I wrote that, I play my character’s dad and I broke into tears. Even at the slightest of things I will say “I’m going to kill myself...” I’ve been listening to songs like: Her Last Words, Baby Don’t Cut, Hey Little Girl, etc.. Those kind of songs that would make a really sad person... even sadder. So if you’re already in a dark place, I suggest you don’t listen to these songs. 
          
          Oml, while writing this I’m listening to Her Last Words and I look over at my cats, seeing them lay there. They are my life. They are the reason I am still here, the reason why I haven’t ended it all. My best friends are the reason why I don’t cut, or hurt myself. 
          
          Writing this, I realized... I have friends. I have people who want me in this world. I realized, people care about me. I used to be like “no one would notice if I was gone” or “no one would care” But meeting my best friends makes my heart break to leave this Earth.. I don’t want to die, at least not now. 
          
          I have made it through thirteen years, almost fourteen. From nothing to something. Though I may not like myself, like my looks, like my “art” I will live for others. I will live for you guys. Some of you guys may not care or just say that you care for some reason. I know the people who care, the people that talk to me almost daily, the people I can be a total crackhead with. 
          
          I guess this is a message to keep on hanging on. If you can’t, talk to me. Talk to your friend or an animal for Christ sake. I love all of you guys, literally. I came on here, noticed I have 14 followers and got the urge to write because of you guys. I love you guys more than words can say. 
          
          Thanks for coming to my TedTalk.

IM LONELYYY 

Join my discord.. please... please please please... I have no friends and no one is responding to meeeeee...

Oof- sorry it’s in my bio- ty

Uh- Yo... the hoe is back. Uhm... I’m lonely and- I wanna rp and cuddle with someone.. in rp- I have a discord server for this account if y’all could join because I’m... sad and wanna cuddle because a certain someone won’t cuddle meeeee... 
          
          So please and thank you ;-; join my discord server... thank yew

Good morning my 12 followers! I had the best/worst dream last night! So- it was my friend’s birthday and... Bakugo, Todoroki, and Kirishima went out with me to buy party supplies and we were tailgating in the back of the truck, now here me out... I’m obviously high on something. 
          
          It was squished back there and I was squished up against Bakugo and out of nowhere, I asked Todoroki “Can we cuddle?” He looked at me and glared at me before looking away.. then I looked at Bakugo and asked the same thing. The hoe cursed me out before moving his legs and wrapping his arms around me in a protective cuddle... I’m not done.
          
          Sadly Kiri didn’t get any love in this. So I woke up in the middle of the night because my cat knocked down something glass. I did nothing and went back to sleep. So... when I began to dream again, I was at a party of a woman named Diana who used to take care of me when I was little like... 1-4.. love that woman. 
          
          Todoroki was there and everything is blurry till the last moments when we were in... IKEA? I was looking at fairy lights and Diana was showing him where he could sleep. So... after looking at the fairy lights I went over to him and asked if we could cuddle... 
          
          He got some Coochie...
          
          
          Jk- I got sum cuddles.... 

Is... is there like... a history of what you have read on Wattpad? I found a book and my WiFi killed it and I lost it... and I’m crying because I was gonna marry this book..