BottomHunter
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My cat died and it hurts even more when no one's around you understand the pain you're feeling so you need to hide your tears, my cat died,my FUCKING CAT DIED they said that my cat it's not for me and I should let go, like I have a freaking choice to not let go. I don't have any choice and I fucking knew that ,I need to let him go but they'll never understand the pain I have to go through to finally let him go
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@BottomHunter I realize why they doesn't care , in their mind i can always get a new one(well yah they're right I can)nobody will understand, the shock I felt when I wake up and saw my bed full of blood and newborn kitties on top of my head,the frustration I felt when I couldn't save the other kitties from dying( I can only save one, but that one is also gone now),the happiness I felt when one of the kitties survive, the relaxation when I cuddle my little cat, the relief I felt when I touch his fur when I'm nervous, the terror I felt when my brother call out my name and wants me to hurry and go back inside the house, the pain I felt when I open the door and saw my cat in my brothers arm and not moving . I'm basically his mother, I was the one who feed,bath and play with him, I thought my little cat will grow up with me, I was waiting for him to grow up so I can finally cuddle him properly, who knew I wouldn't be able to do so, who knew a fucking sudden accident will come and hastily take him away from me...............yeah it's just a cat.
