Black__Cards7

Hy... Long time no see  
          	How are you guys? 

Black__Cards7

Did you guys feel hurt when your 
          bestie/soulmate didn't wish on your brithday even she knows.?!

TigerKitti7

@J-move989 Yep i was sick But She don't know??
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J-move989

@Black__Cards7 @TigerKitti7 are you the one she talking about but aren't you sick that time 
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J-move989

I feel bad same time a little angry, upset etc like mixed emotions 
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Black__Cards7

This owner of the account is in hospital due to some personal problems she can't write any story's thank You.

J-move989

@Black__Cards7 what, are you joking 
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Black__Cards7

Did you ever fell in love with someone who is not in love with you..

TigerKitti7

@J-move989 Oh yeah hehe but im Good now like "Im doing just Fine Fine Fine~~~"
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TigerKitti7

@J-move989 Ok then don't tell me 
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J-move989

@TigerKitti7 wait a minute why are you online didn't I told take rest 
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Black__Cards7

It's touches my heart..
          
          She plays her skin like a violin.Amed with a shiny metal bow. She moves back and forth, tone deaf as death This music has no beauty to show Passion is bled with no words said
          For this song is just instrumental. And when the girl falls down without a sound She can't make it to the recital
          

Black__Cards7

I know you have a lot of regrets. I know you hate yourself for making the wrong decisions.
          You envision your past self quite often and
          think that they would be disappointed in you,
          You assume your future self would be furious
          with you for all the choices that you are making today. I want you to know that you are
          not hated by different versions of yourself.
          You are growing, becoming. Your past self isn't disappointed in you, Instead they are sad that you had to go through so much alone, They know how much potential you have, how kind and soft you are. They know how you look when you Smile with all your heart and what you are capable of becoming. Your future self isn't
          angry at you, Instead, they look at you with
          warmth and grief. They know that you tried
          every day, even when nothing seemed to
          change. They know how often you had terrible
          thoughts, how often you called yourself awful
          how much you hated yourself. They know all of it, So they are proud that you kept going on,
          They know that you made wrong decisions but
          that was the best you could do at that time.
          You weren't trying to fail, you weren't
          deliberately trying to push yourself into a
          pitfll. So, I want you to know that your past
          self wants you to stop being disappointed in
          yourself. They want you to finally move on from the agony of losing the version of yourself that you were. And your future self wants you to know that even if it seems like you are standing still, you are still trying and that is all that matters. That is enough proof that you are moving forward, even if it'unrecognizable on most days. Your past and future self cares for you and wants you to be
          kind to yourself, no matter how remorseful
          you feel. I hope you remember that and
          forgive yourself for being so harsh, I hope you continue to try and become the version of
          yourself that you have been working so hard
          on. Love..
                                                                   

Black__Cards7

I have to distance my self, I need to put space between us I need to disappear like you do l need to be able to not see you and still be okay I've taken the time to realize that I'm giving so much of me in exchange for not nearly as much of you, I can no longer feel broken when I don't see you and almost cry when you don't text me back or constantly feel like you're lying to me or doing things behind my back, I realized that l love you too much and it's causing me to lose my mind and I depend on you entirely too much, you make me happy but I can't let you be the source of my happiness and I will not let your actions dictate how I feel it just isn't healthy. So l'm going to distance myself because if I don't l'll be the only one hurting in the end but yes I still love you but I'm doing this because I have to love me more...
          

Black__Cards7

@Purpleglimmer7 nothing happens twinny 
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Black__Cards7

@lovely_army_blink then same goes to me and your beautiful baby
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