BiLaz_4Ever

now what the hell is going on with Sergey

BiLaz_4Ever

so uh i had to clear my tiktok and insta fan pages... cause Russians are being mean to me... cause they believe my country (usa) attacked Crocus City Hall... and we did not... it was ISIS, there's literal proof...
          
          anyway so im having a reputation era in may on my socials where Russians follow me... I mean hopefully they'll stop being so ugly to me by then </3
          
          have a nice day and please pray for the families of the victims... even if you're anti-Russia, these were citizens... just regular people... and children died too...

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so I somehow made that short little video of Sergey and Dima at the Viktoriya awards a sad thing...
          
          I've been listening to a lot of Phoebe Bridgers lately and while I was watching the video, Moon Song came on and I just felt like that song suited them too well...
          
          the way Dima looked at him before walking away, then how he turned back... it was only a few seconds but it was just... ugh I hate my shipper mind
          
          anyway, now I'm drinking milk I dyed pink to feel like it's strawberry milk and I'm about to make an edit of them to Moon Song...
          
          I don't think I've ever felt so sad while planning an edit.
          
          I don't think Ive ever thought of them in such a sad way.
          
          “So I will wait for the next time you want me like a dog with a bird at your door... ... When you saw the dead little bird, you started crying. But you know the killer doesn't understand...”

BiLaz_4Ever

i hate shakespeare and gosling and cakes with white frosting two names in a heart shaped tattoo i think cupid is stupid and violets are purple not blue i hate catching bouquets the honeymoon phase and letterman jackets don't fit your eyes can't hold stars and you'd die if your heart really skipped i hate love songs yeah i really do i hate love songs but i love you HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY Y'ALL as you can tell if you follow me on tiktok or instagram I AM LONELY and want someone it don't matter the gender i just want a human to think about while listening to tri dnya dozhdya and someone to send stupid little ecards to and someone to dump me tonight so i can cry to artem kacher tomorrow is that too much to ask for smh

BiLaz_4Ever

guess whose iphone finally arrived

BiLaz_4Ever

@fairiesandflowers I know!!! jijiji
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fairiesandflowers

@BiLaz_4Ever wow that's so fancy!!!!
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BiLaz_4Ever

@fairiesandflowers 15 pro!!!!
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BiLaz_4Ever

one shots or stories?
          
          i get ideas for stories, then when i start writing i get bored and come up with a new story halfway through. but if y'all like actual stories instead of one shots i can try writing. only God knows how many stories i have in drafts that i just haven't written

BiLaz_4Ever

i've been working for TWO DAYS on this edit...
          four on another.
          i'm lacking so much creativity *groaning emoji*
          
          if anyone wants to, help is welcome *kissy face emoji*
          
                                         the edit is to more than a friend by girli, and the four day one is неважно by tri dnya dozhdya

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update: finished/posted the girli one, giving up on the tdd one
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