BeMy17G

There are various situations where I find myself feeling trapped. Reached a point of no return. Especially when it comes to expressing my in comprehensive thoughts. For when I attempt writing my structure ruins the comprehension of the next reader; it is never an easy read. My language is too simple, my thoughts too abstract. The limiting factor is my creativity. My art is therefore forever doomed to be an inadequate representation of my views, world, and soul. 

The frustration drives me to loath myself and my inability to finish a work. It's a constant writers block that surfaces short after an idea is born. While I can plan a novel, I can not execute it. When I can see the colors I don't know the shape. People tell me to write and it will write itself, to pick up the brush and color the paper, but I am always disappointed with the base I formed. In able to move forward and reluctant to move back before I barely started, I must leave incomplete pieces to show for my failure. After all I love the plot lines and the characters that you will never meet.