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BanefulBard13
To my dear readers: It has come to my attention some of you don't know when I'll update something I haven't touched in a while. Let me help you understand something about me. I have ADHD, Autism, and C-PTSD, meaning my memory is shot and my ability to focus is crippled. If I haven't touched something in a while, assume until I get to it, it won't be updated. I have quite a few stories to get to, some needing more work then others, some I'm going to inevitably delete in a purge, and some I just haven't touched due to getting writers block on that story. I'll get to my stories when I get to it. I can't be rushed, demanded, asked to work on something I have no interest in. I know this isn't the best situation, but I have to do my best with what I got. With hopeful understanding, you will eventually get something from the titles you love, I just can't be bothered sometimes with the old stuff because it means going back, re-reading it because I don't remember, fixing things that feel outdated and refresh it a bit, then adding new stuff onto it takes a whole day to do. I have 108 works, and I have quite a few drafts. I know my completed works are buried, and I'm sorry for that, can't be helped, but they are in there, I swear it. So if you'll just be kind and have a bit of patience, I'll get to it when I can and when I'm in the mood to work on it. Thank you for your time.-Caos
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LevisBallwarmer
I completely understand this. I actually deleted my attack on Titan fic that was getting popular quick in 2020 when I started (I was 16, so I really didn’t want to rewrite it) but it’s hard to be motivated even if lots of people like it. I also have C-PTSD, ADHD, and Autism (among a few other things) so I completely get it. I adore your works and your reasons are 100% valid.
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