~Ash~

Yall I'm alive after my parents found out abt my suicidal thoughts amd depression and grounded me bc of it! I was miserable T.T

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY TMMRWWWWW

I GOT A GIRLFRIEND AAAAA YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY

I hate love. :)

I just found out that one of my best friends went missing... their girlfriend told me. Thing is, they live across the state....

Somehow we got all excellent on it so YAY!

I have a concert today in Fort peirce(meaning I'm going to play)! Wish me luck, because I'm stressing the fuck out!!!

I had a panic attack in band bc I have MPA tomorrow, amd I'm going to fort peirce, and I couldn't breath, and, believe me or not, me and my freind, who u will hold her name for security reasons,seem to feel what the other feels, so I felt me and her panic, which was nit fun,since we both have medical problems with breathing as well! And u have to skip 3 periods tomorrow for MPA and I'm so stressed that I may mess up, or accidentally get sick, or just straight up burst into damn tears, because I almost did during practice today, and I'm so fucking done, and stressed with school as well, I only have Monday off, since I have jiu-jitsu on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday, and practice every wensday, thankfully I'm soon to get my wensdays back, and then, I'm doing stuff that's like, 2 grades above me,and my schedule in school changes everyday,AND I HAVE TO STRESS ABOUT MOVING TO ANOTHER STATE, away from my family and I so stressed about everything. What the fuck do I do to calm down????

Finally got sleep! And hour sure, but still sleep!!