BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

So... I actually am alive, not well but I am alive. Sorry I haven't said anything to anyone who has messaged me or even asked if I was ok or there... But, I will say this... And it may cause most of you to unfollow me or even block me because I know how much all of have been wanting and waiting for me to write your request or just generally write.
          	
          	I'm not going to be writing anymore, not until I get myself together. I have been going through a lot of stress and hurt. I hope that those who were waiting patiently and even saying it was fine they have to would understand why I can't write at this point in time. If you don't understand why I can't write anymore, then that's your problem because I have been going through hell basically.
          	
          	I hope to get around and start writing again, but for now it's not gonna happen. 
          	
          	And I recently have just lost one of close family members, so I can't write. 
          	
          	That's all I had to say, bye.

pumpkin_kittys

And know you are beautiful in every way inside and out! Take care of yourself tell yourself you’re beautiful, don’t tell yourself you’re a  disappointment or ugly cause it will believe you, you need to believe that you love yourself, I know it’s hard because I don’t look very attractive as well my parents would call me fat and other rude things as a joke but after all that it hurts I know they don’t mean it but it still hurts, from my experience I would buy some stuff to get rid of it and eat some healthy things to show I want to look better and feel better because when I take care of myself I feel accomplished and you will too, so um sorry for my online muttering but take care ☺️
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pumpkin_kittys

I hope you get better, take your time, and remember if nobody is willing to help you or love you then you need to show yourself love, tell yourself you love yourself! Make yourself beautiful, believe in yourself, reach out to your friends and family as they are the only ones that can help you! Be confident and have an Amazing day! Take your time, no body is forcing you 
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BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

So... I actually am alive, not well but I am alive. Sorry I haven't said anything to anyone who has messaged me or even asked if I was ok or there... But, I will say this... And it may cause most of you to unfollow me or even block me because I know how much all of have been wanting and waiting for me to write your request or just generally write.
          
          I'm not going to be writing anymore, not until I get myself together. I have been going through a lot of stress and hurt. I hope that those who were waiting patiently and even saying it was fine they have to would understand why I can't write at this point in time. If you don't understand why I can't write anymore, then that's your problem because I have been going through hell basically.
          
          I hope to get around and start writing again, but for now it's not gonna happen. 
          
          And I recently have just lost one of close family members, so I can't write. 
          
          That's all I had to say, bye.

pumpkin_kittys

And know you are beautiful in every way inside and out! Take care of yourself tell yourself you’re beautiful, don’t tell yourself you’re a  disappointment or ugly cause it will believe you, you need to believe that you love yourself, I know it’s hard because I don’t look very attractive as well my parents would call me fat and other rude things as a joke but after all that it hurts I know they don’t mean it but it still hurts, from my experience I would buy some stuff to get rid of it and eat some healthy things to show I want to look better and feel better because when I take care of myself I feel accomplished and you will too, so um sorry for my online muttering but take care ☺️
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pumpkin_kittys

I hope you get better, take your time, and remember if nobody is willing to help you or love you then you need to show yourself love, tell yourself you love yourself! Make yourself beautiful, believe in yourself, reach out to your friends and family as they are the only ones that can help you! Be confident and have an Amazing day! Take your time, no body is forcing you 
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BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

I'm currently making two other books! 
          
          Another Bakudeku book!
          
          And a Adrientte one! (MLB&CN ship/my OTP on there~!! 
          
          I'm just giving my Babycakes a update on what's going on and why I haven't been updating, but I'm still here! I'm getting better step-by-step and things are getting a little better for me. (◕‿◕✿)
          
          That's all! 
          
          Bye Babycakes~!! (ᵔᴥᵔ)❤️

BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

@Bartkid Thanks!! (◕‿◕✿)
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Bartkid

I’m sure they’ll be great lol
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BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

Hey Babycakes! 
          
          Please go check out my backup account, if you want to, you don't have to...
          
          I only made it because Idk how long I'll have this account... 
          
          The only reason I say this is because I think somebody hacked my email for this account...
          
          
          
          My backup account is: @Baby_Neko_girl101
          
          I posted a story over there... 
          
          I'm crying right now because I don't have access to my cell and I can't get into my email at all! 
          
          This is so frustrating, I do hope you cuties understand, I hate the fact that there are hackers in this WORLD I just can't believe this!
          
          I've been on here for a long time, reading and started writing.. I loved it, I love you my sweet Babycakes.. I hope you'll understand why I did this and haven't been updating... 
          
          I hope that ALL of you can understand and forgive me.. 
          
          It's too much going on in the world right now... And my problems aren't that important AT all, I do hope see y'all on my backup account because it would mean the WORLD to me because y'all ARE my world...
          
          I feel more depressed than the Forever Alone Guy, but y'all were there to cheer me up! Make feel like I was a somebody, even tho I felt like I was a nobody.. 
          
          I've come a long way and I hate to give it all up because someone hacked my email account... 
          
          So please go check my backup account because it would make me feel better...… 
          
          I guess this is the real goodbye.…..
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Bye.... T_T

Bartkid

I’ll check it out too, Srry this happened to you
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marlee-howland

@Depressed_person_19 Also, it is so goddamn unfair that you got hacked!!! I’m sorry that happened but try not to let it ruin your day!
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marlee-howland

@Depressed_person_19 We will really miss you!! We all love you so so so soooo much! (I do, at least) You’re such a great writer and I will be sure to check out your backup account! ✌️
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BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

Ok....
          
          I posted part two of KiriKami…..
          
          
          
          But nobody commented, voted, or shared it...
          
          Was it that bad??????   (T_T)

Bartkid

Give it a few days, once you get more reads on it more people will read updates quicker so, yeah just give it time
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BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

this message may be offensive
I hate my life..
          
          Nobody loves me or cares about me
          
          So what’s the point of it?
          
          I’ve been through so much pain and hurt I’m surprised that my heart hasn’t broken
          
          If you love someone you treat them like you love them
          
          But nobody EVER cared about me or how I feel
          
          So I guess I’m gonna be alone forever and heartbroken for the rest of my life because nobody, not even my “mom” cares about me
          
          Even though I said: “I love you” so many times to the ppl I thought loved me, they never said anything back
          
          So I’m done. 
          
          I’m done with my life and I’m done trying to get my life together, cause it’s not worth living. 
          
          Fuck love, it’s not real in this world. 

_ARRR_

@Depressed_person_19 I love you. If you need to talk to me please don't hesitate. 
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Bartkid

.........
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BOO-Imma_GHOST40477

@AnAlienInDisguise Thank you...but Ik I’m not loved by anyone in this world...this world has always and will be cruel, dirty, and selfish. 
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