Axt3r_r1x

Why does everytime I mentioned or even planned to wear a skirt, it starts raining like you really rainin' on my parade lmao
          	
          	But two can play at that and I'll still wear my skirt to look fashionable cause why not
          	
          	(it's even funnier that I'm even named after it with an E like Raine from The Owl House) 

Axt3r_r1x

Why does everytime I mentioned or even planned to wear a skirt, it starts raining like you really rainin' on my parade lmao
          
          But two can play at that and I'll still wear my skirt to look fashionable cause why not
          
          (it's even funnier that I'm even named after it with an E like Raine from The Owl House) 

Axt3r_r1x

Also this may not be important but... college is honestly lonely. 
          
          Thought I made a friend but they kinda find their friend that clicks? If that makes sense. 
          
          Might posts things like this if I'm feeling a mood or something haha

Axt3r_r1x

@DisneyReferenceQueen we can get through this together darling >:)
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DisneyReferenceQueen

@Axt3r_r1x Exactly! I relate sm omg. Maybe eventually you'll find a good group that you'll be able to stick with for more than one semester :)
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Axt3r_r1x

@DisneyReferenceQueen ikr?  it's been only a month since class start and they already found a new friend? 
            
            I really don't want to rant and try to be mature about it but dang it still hurts for meh :(
            
            Like everyone in our classroom have someone or a group of them and I'm just there unseen
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Axt3r_r1x

Oh yeah I forgot I am kinda back now lol. Just graduated senior high like week ago
          
          can’t wait for college ig 

Axt3r_r1x

@FutureDiaryAyano yeah my mom is like calming me down and tells me I will enjoy college. 
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DisneyReferenceQueen

@simpy_wimpy_dimpy  currently in senior year and i think i might die tbh
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Axt3r_r1x

Yo. It’s me if you know me lol. Or not. Uh, don’t know what to say after leaving for like a year. 
          
          Anyways imma used this account for sillies :3
          
           good to be back ig 

Axt3r_r1x

@Springbok155cm @Springbok155cm  heyyy :)  it’s great to see you guys again 
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Axt3r_r1x

I’ve been feeling i don’t know...left out almost anywhere but home. I mean I can tolerate my own family but not outside of my household.
          
          I really don’t want to assume because I feel like my friends are replacing me and just using me for quizzes and assignments. And whenever I have an idea in like a role play, musical theater, even the short film, they dismissed my ideas. I get it they don’t understand as much as I am. Which made me feel left out like if I were absent for the whole week, none of my classmates would notice me gone.
          
          And Wattpad is like another home...or what I think it was since it’s hella dead and I know some of you are very busy in life because you might be an adult with responsibilities and I’m just a common random teen who is almost at her 17 in a few weeks. So again, what I’m saying I am quitting officially from Wattpad. 
          
          I don’t know why but please don’t overthink it’s your fault for it is my fault for feeling like this.
          
          Because of feeling left out almost anywhere now even here, I want to drop contacts from you all.
          
          It’s just to me, I’d rather make myself  on my own than to have someone else to make me on my own.
          
          So this is a farewell message and please don’t overthink I’m going to take my life subcription for I am still a pu$$y doing that.
          
          Thank you guys for being there for me since the lockdown and making my life more exciting and even until now, even though you guys probably or probably not read this stupid message rant cause again I’m just a random angsty teen in senior high school who just having some stupid depressing hormones.
          
          As my farewell for you and last message, don’t be like me. Stay happy and get on your feet everytime life gets you down.
          
          I’ve been pushed down all the time and even being depressed and anxious, I still managed to live and hell I am even surprised I’m still alive until now.
          
          I’ll be deleting or logging out after 24 Hours.
          
          So this is it.
          
          I love you guys so much and I’ll never forget about you ;)

Never_More132

@simpy_wimpy_dimpy I wish I was here to give you a hug goodbye..
            
            But may your travels on the path of life lead you on many wonderful adventures no matter how small or how big✨️
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FutureDiaryAyano

@DisneyReferenceQueen
            Same bro laughed way too much on my SpongeBob fic...
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Axt3r_r1x

Guys I might need your help or my classmates will kill me. Like literally they’re shouting at me for not sharing this on Facebook when I literally had like less than 20 on FB. 
          
          You don’t have to watch it fully but we just need likes and reacts.
          
          https://www.facebook.com/mhcllgn/videos/839009337969357?sfns=mo
          
          Also don’t try to find my face because they gave me a few minutes of screen time in the short film.
          
          And Istfg if my classmates don’t stop nagging me-

Axt3r_r1x

Does anyone remember me? :')

Axt3r_r1x

@_pvnk-br3lla 
            I might stay for a while because I am already making a fanfiction about Avatar The Last Airbender with some OCs Insert. Then making an Original book with my Gacha Characters because I am too lazy to make a Movie. Hopefully I don't cancel my projects because of school.
            
            But if Wattpad is completely dead, I might move to AO3 or Quotev. And besides, I don't want my classmates to find my account because I have the feeling they my either cancel me, expose me, or even dox me.
            
            Also I hope you get better and have a good day buddy. <3 :D
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Sp00ky_stxr

@simpy_wimpy_dimpy I can't complain, I'm sick, but I'm getting better now
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Sp00ky_stxr

@simpy_wimpy_dimpy I feel you
            I might get off Wattpad too
            Because all of the drama
            And this apo is quite dead too, so
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