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to be real with myself, I don’t think I’ll ever make it to 18. maybe not even next year.
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IM LAUGHING AT HER CALLING HER DICK BIGGER HAHA
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HELP I LOVE TAYLORS NEW ALBUM SM
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Happy birthday to me.
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IM SHAKING AND TAKING MY BANK CARD OUT GONNA GO BANKRUPT SOON LOL
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HOLY FUCK TAYLOR
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NEW TAYLOR ALBUM SAY WHAT?????
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Time for another life update eventho maybe one person will see it:)
(If you dont want to read all, scroll to end for an overall mini update<3)
1. Summer break in general:
Pros: has been so fun! I went to Bulgaria and Germany, both were amazing. I have had way less stress because school is on break.
Cons: my sleeping schedule is absolutely fucked up. Most days i fall asleep after 6am and wake up around 5pm. Its bad, but trying to get better. Also, im so scared of going to school in the fall, since i havent been there constantly, but i will try my hardest to.
2. Other things:
Friends: i have seen a few this summer, my old dance friends and one i met at the eras tour. Had so much fun both times!
Girlfriend: Our one year anniversary was on june 4th, so happy<3 i just love her so much and hope to be able to see her live again soon(if you dont know, she lives in italy so a 4 hour flight away sadly.)
Family: I have had many fights with my parents this summer to the point i get panic attacts when i hear my dad is coming home from a getaway with his friends. Its bad, but my mom has tried to talk to him and now she says that if he doesn't change his behavior towards me, divorce. Well, she hasn't exactly said the divorce part, but its heavily implied and she has mentioned how 'it may not be meant to be if he(my dad) doesn't change his behavior.'. But i have had fun memories with them too, eventho things get hard, i do still love them(and my sister and cat obviously).
This was so long holy shit sorry.
Overall mini update: life is getting slightly better by time and work. Im proud of myself and how far i have come.
I love you all so much, thank you for anyone who actually has the patience to even see this haha:,)<3
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YOU DINF HAVE TO THANK ME! I LOVE KNOWIMG HIW YOURE DOING AND HOPE IM ABLE TO HELP SOMEHOW! have you met her before im real life? OOOOO I HOOE SHES ABLE TO CIME THAT WOUKD BE A,AZING! have the best time ever at the sleepover! I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUU AND YOU DESERVE EVERYTHING SND MORE BBY❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
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@stxrry_n1ghts HOW DO AMWAYS KNOW WHST TO SAY TO 100% CHEER ME UP:,)?? Thank you so so much for amazing advice and even just for reading all of that<3 not sadly able for now atleast, since flying to italy is really expensive:( but she may be coming to where i live this fall!! Im trying to keep in touch with my friends as much as i can, also having a sleepover next week eeekkk! I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH THANK YOU BBY GOR THE KIND WORDS AND FOR THE POEM LONGCRESPONSE:,)❤️❤️❤️❤️
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i feel so numb. why is everything in my life going against me?
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life does that. it pushes us to the extreme, making everything seem so difficult and negative. I know it’s hard, but you have to find the good things and focus on them. your girlfriend for one. she’s a positive. you have everyone in this app who cares for you so much, including myself. you may feel as though there’s more negatives than positives, but there’s not no positives. don’t give up, bby. you are one of the strongest people I know. you will get through this and good things will come your way. I love you and I’m always here if you need to talk about anything. you’re amazing, the sweetest, funniest, comforting person. we’re all here for you❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Ahhh i cant its me and my girlfriends one year anniversary!❤️
