I watched the Eurovision. I was upset that Austria won. Iceland or Sweden should have been the ones. I’m actually from Germany, was born there. Dad is dutch from the Netherlands and mom from Switzerland. They met online and met up in Hungary. I now live in Canada. The first chance I get, I’m definitely moving back to Germany where I was the most happy. I am not happy here in BC Canada. I miss my friends, miss my neighbors and I miss how cool it always was. I hate heat to the point I have to sleep on the floor half the summer. From the 20+ friends I had, I now have 1. No one likes my accent and I feel like I don’t belong. Not to mention, I’m a grade ahead of where I should be and the teachers don’t let me forget it.
I just need a break from it all. I’ve told my parents and they actually agree with me. They agree that I wasn’t the same happy girl I used to be. They can see I’m constantly struggling, stressed and upset at everything.
But what shocked me the most was when they said this morning that they are going to try to buy back our old house in Germany. I was so happy I bounced off the walls until I collapsed from exhaustion.
As of May 20th, they are doing this, and they said it may be a couple of months. But I’ll update you here when I hear anything about this.
Thanks for listening to me rant.
Aurora J
