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Hello, everyone I'm dealing with some inner feeling as am a lonely piece of shit. I know I haven't updated....I'm really am sorry. I'm just depressed as usual more so as why (not that you guys care) I been feeling left out my friend are starting to drift of with their relationships and I envy that. I have always wanted to be in a relationship that lasts or something that will last a few months I don't know really.....
My last relationship ended in a day because I was not clingy enough for her. It got to me and it made me feel horrible that I can't satisfy anyone because I lack emotion or physical affection to someone I like. Again sorry for rambling, I still have at least few friend that aren't in a relationship.haha
Until next time
~Asher