The Feelz Lord

hi I'm not dead
          
          jesus it's been awhile
          
          does anyone still follow me and actively read my stuff lol

“SPILL THE TEA! SPILL THE TEA! SPILL THE TEA!”
          — an audience of high school drama nerds about to learn my character’s (really) tragic backstory on a game show 
          
          “I’M SISTER SHOOK.”
          — one of said high schoolers after learning that my character was a prostitute with seven kids

Y'all.
          
          Happy new years. I have something to say.
          
          I don't think I'll be continuing my Hamilton books any more. I have a very hard time with the fandom, and with mustering up the creativity to continue. I haven't been active in a very long time, and I don't know if I'll continue this radio silence or not, but thank you in advance for your support. I'm having more fun writing books that are near and dear to my heart (I've been doing a lot of writing in the meantime), and I just wanted to let you all know.
          
          May 2019 be better than 2018, by a long shot. I've had enough of fake people and with the grief of losing people close to me.
          
          I love you all. Happy new years.

You are now my favorite person lol
          
          -A fellow insanely insane pan fangirl

The only differences between my mother and me is that I have no self-control and that she actually has a girlfriend.

GOD, YOU KNOW WHAT I WANNA DO??? 
          WRITE CRITICAL ROLE FANFICTION. 
          
          If you've never heard of it, it's a really good show over on Geek and Sundry and is described as "a bunch of nerdy-ass voice actors sit around and play Dungeons and Dragons." So of course, I adore the show. 
          
          God, I'm turning into such a flipping nerd, aren't I? A few months ago I was obsessed over Supernatural and Marvel and now it's a stupid game where you roll dice and do math. 
          
          But it's a good math. It's a fun math. Math helps tell stories. Sometimes. 
          
          
          (SPOILERS: Also kinda rekt over Mollymauk still. Jesus, Taliesin, stop making me cry. First it was Percy and now it's a dumb tiefling.)

Oh my gods, thank you guys so much for 200 followers! I am really thankful that all of you take the time out of your day to read the crap I post on the internet. It really means a lot! 
          
          On that note, in celebration, I am going to ATTEMPT to publish a new story tomorrow. It'll be an original fantasy, and I'll try to work on Life Doesn't Discriminate and Of Iron and Steel, but we'll see how it goes. 
          
          Thank you again!

God, the days before the 4th of July parade are such a trip. Here's an example of when we were about to go outside to do parade block (context: it is so hot where we live right now):
          
          Me (to a friend): Ready to die of heatstroke? 
          Band Director (overhearing the conversation): Oh god, yes.
          
          Also, tomorrow's my birthday.

So, it's Summer, right? 
          What better way to kick off summer (and the end of the school year whOOP WHOOP) than to get second degree burns on your shoulders because SOMEONE IN YOUR DRAMA CLUB can't apply sunscreen correctly! Don't you guys agree? 
          
          Yeah, me... neither.

SONS OF LIBERTY IS FINALLY COMPLETED! I HAVE DONE IT!