♪trash♪

been a year since my angsty message, doing better now :) still not great, but better

are you still here? are you doing alright? i miss you, i still remember your birthday every year :(

hey arting!!  how have you been recently?

honestly i'm doing horrible. i haven't seen my best friend in two weeks because of this stupid quarantine. my cat is gone. i cry every night and i can't do anything anymore. i have to clean my gecko's cage but i can't get off my ass and do it and i hate myself

my cat died today

sometimes i consider posting in my art book again. i looked at the view count today and it's at 1k, which is ridiculous. art books are a relic of 2016 to 2017. but maybe i should come back. after all, i do have a lot of art i can post. i've tried and failed to post consistently on other platforms. multiple aminos, instagram, twitter. i can never get myself to post after a little while. but wattpad is so familiar to me. i just don't know. i have good memories here, but it also reminds me of the happy past i can never have again.

god i miss 2016 wattpad. i had friends, i was having fun updating my art book, and i wasn't as fucked up mentally. now i can barely get myself out of bed. yyyikes.

heya buddy how’s it going 

happy holidays/merry christmas y'all <3

i feel lonely rip in pepperonis