As much as I love my Fei book (for the most part), the worst part is that it stops me from writing new books that I'm more fixated on.
For example I recently rewatched Haikyuu and really wanted to write a Tsukki book, but I'd feel much too guilty to do that when Feitan has been in the works for so damn long, lol
Need to reignite my passion for it or smth lol
Sooner I get it done - sooner I can move on :D