@AnkushGupta449 You Know what sometimes my parents tell that they don't differentiate between any boys and girls but they does it and secondly they are not really that bad parents they give me lot of things they give me everything best they give me financially support for my studies my careers and thy support me in every thing but they don't understand what I need is their trust I was really shattered by knowing what they think about trust and for them trust is just a word and they thing if they blink their eyes they can only trust me that, I am sitting in that place where they made me sat down, but they can't leave me alone I am with a boy and talking with him they think that I am breaking their trust now you tell me if I am talking, that doesn't mean I will talk about bad things if they have trust on me they could not think like this way it really hurts a lot sometimes, I think about their change in behaviour they behave we are the happiest family and they love me a lot ,but some time they tell me such words which I never imagine sometime I feel like if I am there own child or not I know this is teenage life and there a lot of mistakes I did but they don't understand we are not perfect but they neither can become our best parent which we imagine I don't know how I am getting hurt and u you know they are not toxic and all I think they are bit of heartless and in childhood they use to be my fav person and when I used to listen to them I used to be the favourite child right now when I decide anything for myself I have my own ways I am a very bad child but some time I think couldn't I understand their feelings or the care they show for me ?? But I really don't want the feeling or care from them like this way.. and now I really don't have the patients to adjust with them if I stay away then only our relation can be good
and thank you very much for understanding you are the best person and best supported person ever I need and yeah thank you very much
