Andromesa

if i uploaded my cote politics high school au or whatever on here (containing illustrations) would people actually read it because currently im very anxious to be vulnerable creatively again even though I'm improving a lot
          
          i already have a cover made but im just afraid of wattpad lmao

Most people don't read this stuff but I have a little update on the next chapter of SYA since it's taking a while:
          Okay. I have not started writing it yet. I apologize for that, but I also had a lot on my plate the last few months.
          What I HAVE done is outline the next few chapters after this one since this one has been a huge block before the plot gets going and I didn't have time in the past few months.
          
          However, I think there will be a distinct improvement in both the quality of my art and writing due to the time I've taken for myself these past few months. I have been put through an academic wringer and I am emerging on the other side with a lot of new writing skills I'm transferring from academic writing to creative writing for the first time. Similarly, while I have not been completing any digital artwork, I have finished an entire sketchbook in this time and there has been a noticeable improvement to my art as well.
          
          Please do not expect the next chapter to be some spectacular masterpiece, it's honestly just a transition chapter that I need to get done so that I can finally move on to the good shit. But....the next few chapters are going to have a ton of illustrations since I'm feeling very inspired now that I'm free from academic burden.
          
          I presume the chapter will not be coming out before or on SYA's 2 year anniversary on June 6th. I am graduating a few days before this and the month of May is full of nonstop action. But I'm done with my exams and I'm finally free once more to write!
          
          Stay tuned, I have a lot planned <3

would upload my tsukishiro stuff here but its too disjointed to compile into one work yet so maybe in like a year when i get my ideas down it'll happen

I should revamp the SYA cover for its two year anniversary (yeah i got that kind of time and not a full month of studying before two weeks of finals right before the anniversary for sure guys)

I've had the chapter of SYA done for like 2 months I just forgot to upload it on here once I finished cause I was struggling with the illustration embed. So...it's finally here. Oops.

Note transferred from new Ao3 chapter to here:
          A very Merry Christmas and a Happy Holidays. For you, I have a gift! Actually, I have two! Except one is gonna be like a week late. The gift is this chapter, and a second chapter I have almost completed. The reason why I have two chapters done is that this was going to be one chapter but as always it got out of hand so I had to make the executive decision a few days ago to split it in two. But…I have a second colored illustration on the way for this technically two parter of a chapter that I gave two different titles to! The second one is much better even though I really liked the colors I chose on this one (Nakanishi was a bit rushed and slightly off proportion which bugs me, plus it’s a very stiff angle).  ALSO before you complain to me, “Ayanokoji wasn’t even in this chapter! Author!!! I thought this was a fic about him!!!” JUST WAIT ONE WEEK PLEASE. THE SHIT IS BEGINNING SOON. I SHOULDN’T HAVE TO EVEN SAY THIS BUT I ALWAYS GET COMMENTS.
          
          Anyhow, I’ll see you in a week. Hope you enjoyed the chapter! I should really be working on my college apps. I have four due in less than two weeks and 7 essays left to write.

i forgot this website exists
          im active on tumblr https://www.tumblr.com/andromesa
          i post some stuff about Tsukishiro and my other interests cause CotE fandom is dead on every platform but twitter

Usually I try to respond to all the comments I get but I've realized that Wattpad comments usually don't say as much cause they're not at the end of the chapter where you cumulatively have all the knowledge of it.

Burnout is killing me this summer which sucks cause I have free time now lol

Spoilers: Okay so I keep seeing this comment over and over again on chapter 7 (?) of SYA about Ishioka's expulsion. "How could a White Room student fall for this." Is pretty much the jist of them all.
          1. Ishioka is no longer a White Room student and has not been for five years. In addition to this, it's stated he is in the lower end of his generation. I believe that the fandom's perspective of White Room students is very skewed because ppl forget that Amasawa and Yagami were still the best in their generation. Not to say he doesn't have at least a gen ed college education, but it's true that book smarts do not necessarily translate to intelligence.
          2. Imagine yourself in this situation. You've been friends with this girl for only two months, however you find yourself maybe subconsciously having feelings for her. You know they won't be reciprocated, but on the day you see that love letter, you feel your heart swell with anxiety and anticipation. When you meet her and she takes your hands in hers with a smile on her face, you feel happy. She gets a bit closer, you enjoy the intimacy of the moment. And in less than half a second you find that she has moved your hand to her chest. I'm merely asking, would you have had time to react? It isn't exactly a matter of falling for a ruse, it was something built up on a relationship, and he was ready for some kind of payoff. Add that to being slightly shaken from earlier.
          
          Now I do agree this is one of my weakest pieces of writing in the fic but like come on it's not horribly implausible I think you guys just don't understand that not all White Room students are some hyper capable student in *every* regard. Kiyotaka is literally a prime example that the students were never on equal footing (no matter what his initial "average" scores may say.) The White Room is a highly controlled environment, yet they all end up different.
          
          Anyways that was a bit of ranting too sorry y'all this has just been bothering me so much.