(:|•J.A.D.E•|:)

Sporadically learning Vega-P’s Disappearance Festival Dance  (I listened the week it came out :P)

Also happy gay month. Shoutout to the gays
          

I’ll cut my hair / to make you stare / I’ll hide my chest / and I’ll figure out a way to get us out of here 
          — “This is Home” by cavetown —
          I cut my hair again.
          It reaches the base of my neck.
          I fell asleep mid day again.
          I can’t keep my sleep schedule in check.
          I find it so sweet how the Valley Lily blooms.
          Hiding in the darkness.
          Like how I hide in my room.
          But I honestly am do very happy.
          My days are filled with smiles.
          I hope that this feeling I’ve always known 
          Lasts for a while.
          
          (Sorry for the poem yall I’m on 3 melatonin  gummies RN don’t repost pls)
          (Also I may be a hypocritical bitch and suddenly post a real part to Dreamlands you’ll never know)

Hey everyone, I’m really fucking sorry that I haven’t been on wattpad in a while, but I’ve been running low on motivation and school has been stressing me out, I have a huge exam next Tuesday and I haven’t had the time to develop any story.
          Plus, a lot of the things I enjoy have been going corrupt, so my Dream SMP one-shots has come to a close, as I made it pretty sporadically and didn’t actually enjoy it very much because it was a sudden, very brief plunge into an old hyperfixation
          I’ve been contemplating quitting wattpad for a while, because it doesn’t bring me a lot of joy anymore, and a lit of the stories I could be reading are from old fandoms
          I love the time we had, even if it wasn’t much, and to those of you who’ve been here since the stupid Gustholomule story I wrote out of 3 AM dopamine and deleted after 2 weeks because I had a minor breakdown over it being shit, thanks I guess, but I think this might be goodbye, so if you want me to write more, I might.
          See you soon, my stars
          
          — J.A.D.E

Got a Superior 30/30 rating on my Solo and Ensemble competition!
          I have a trip to an amusement park tomorrow and it comes after a band thing hjelp 

Update on Wilbur/Shelby situation, and important announcements.
          Thanks to @itsdefonikinihacu (I hope I spelled it right) for supplying me with this information 
          Apparently will be used a lot because I am not sure exactly what to trust at the moment.
          So apparently, Wilbur did not confirm abusing Shelby, only biting her.
          What he said was not intended to be an apology.
          Shelby apparently also said that people cannot change, and allegedly is refusing to go to therapy.
          Apparently she is not telling the whole truth.
          I don’t know who to support anymore.
          I’m lost.
          I will not support either sides until it is clear to me who is being harmed here.
          Maybe Wilbur is lying, Maybe Shelby is **I don’t know.**
          I will not hate or support either person’s actions.
          I will try and update my books more often. I’ve been losing my passion for the Dream SMP, and I am reverting back to ESMP and the Life Series (Scott and Lizze are my currents viewpoints on ESMP and oh my god it’s so good)
          I will make a One year anniversary Special for The Owl House to honor the show’s official end 08/04/23
          I’ll do my best to be there for anyone who needs to talk about the situation regarding Wilbur and Shelby, or if they just need to rant.
          Us weirdos have to stick together 
          — J.A.D.E

I had to play Lady Justice in my School play (the students wrote it) AND FOR ONE OF THE GOD DAMN BREAK SKITS I WAS A STATUE AND MY FRIEND WAS A BUSINESS WOMAN, AND I HAD TO COME OUT OF THE FUCKING STATUE AND TALK IN A REALLY SUAVE KINDA VOICE ONLY FOR HER TO ASK IF I WAS SAILOR MOON-

Sorry for inactive yall- Exams are kicking my ass

          Regarding Wilbur and Shelby situation:
          I support both sides. I support Wilbur in his hopes to get better and be more respectful in the future. I support Shelby in whatever therapy she plans to undergo, and whatever she decides is best to help herself recover from the treatment she endured. I do not support nor endorse any of Wilbur's actions, however, his content brought me and a lot of people together. It's extremely sentimental to me, and as much as I hate his actions, and see how flawed his apology was, I cannot drop him. He's so important to me, and even though I don't watch him often, and I don't write about him in CC, I will not stop or postpone any fan fictions I planned with his canon DSMP character in it. Back to Shelby; I believe that her feelings are 100% valid, and that she has every right to reject Wilbur's apology. What he did was by no means acceptable, and she is clearly very affected by his actions. I give her my full support in however she wants to try and move on from what happened to her, even if it's silent. (My YT and Twitch account keeps glitching, so I can't donate or comment my support)

SORRY FOR BEING INACTIVE FOR LIKE A WEEK MY LITTLE SISTER LOCKED MY PHONE TRYING TO GRT INTO IT