@Psycho_Mia pathetic or otherwise, moody teen or otherwise, each and every life is a blessing. We have lows and highs, but just because the light is shining on others around you doesn't mean that it will never shine on you. They say that we have the low points in our life so the high points can be that much better, and that is actually true, when you think about it.
We all get shunned by our friends sometimes. That just tells us that it's time to leave them and find people who really care. We all get dumped sometimes (well not me 'cause ima single pringle yeah). That tells us that he just wasn't the right guy. We all get put down by family members sometimes. That tells us that they also often find themselves down in the dumps as you are, looking for an outlet for their emotions. And we all get tired of living sometimes, but that doesn't mean we're done living.
Now, I'm no therapist, but depression and suicidal thoughts are a pretty widespread problem. I'd be lying if I said I'd never been dead inside. What I'm trying to say is, no matter where you look, you will always find someone who can listen and understand, someone who is willing to listen and understand. It may take a while to find this someone, but all you have to do is look a little more carefully.
None of us are perfect, and that's okay. Some of us may be more problematic than others, and that's okay. The fight may get hard sometimes, and that's okay. Hold your head up and keep fighting. Talk to someone, whether it be a suicide hotline or a small community online. I can't promise anything, but I can say that one day, it will get better. Just hold tight and wait a while. It will get better.
This is getting long, and super cliché, but I mean all of it sincerely. There will be people who care. You just haven't met them yet.
So please, don't end your life when you could do so much more.
