Aileedales

Hey, ladies! Just a quick update, I’ve been busy the past few days, been looking for a part-time job (ugh), but I’ll try to write a new chapter on my free time. I hope you’re all doing great, and if you’re not, I’m sending you a huge, warm hug. Anyways, wish me luck on this job hunting thing! 

Hiya, pretty ladies! Just dropping by to see how everybody’s doing. My week has surprisingly been a lot lighter and kinder compared to the previous one. Man, after a messy spiral last week, I felt like I finally made it to the surface and, oh, boy, there are a lot of good things. I just watched Sirens on Netflix and I loved it (please, drop a recommendation if you know a tv show similar to it!). I got fully immersed and I had the pleasure of forgetting. lol 
          
          Anyways, there will be a NEW CHAPTER this week. Finally! Im uploading it tomorrow, Saturday. It’ still needs a lot of polishing, but I did it! 

Hey, ladies! I know it’s been a while. I’ve been MIA for quite some time. I’m really sorry. I haven’t been okay for over a month now. I admit that. Every time I think I’m okay I spiral right back to where I started. The bright side though is I keep on trying. I binge-watch and binge-read just to keep my mind occupied. Every time I stop, I drown in this depthless emptiness. I know you might think this is ridiculous, and I’m sorry, but losing my cat felt like a part of my soul has been chipped away. She’s the love of my life. 
          
          I will try to write a new chapter (Forever Always Blue) this week. I can’t promise though. Please bear with me. 
          
          XOXO
          Ailee

Hey, ladies. I’d like to apologize for not being able to upload a new chapter of Forever Always Blue this week. I’m not sure if there’s going to be a new chapter this coming week either. It’s been a week since I lost one of my cats. After all that’s happened, this past week has been rough. I wasn’t able to work either. I’m just going through a tough time. It’s just too much. I keep on spiraling. Honestly, I’m in a dark place right now. I’m well aware of that and I’m trying to move past it. I try but I feel like I’m failing royally all the time. My chest hurts. I take pain killers. I’m not getting much sleep. My mind is foggy. I stopped writing on my journal because if I did it will make it real. Despite that, at least I was able to work on Friday for a quarter of the day. At least I’m finally eating again so my parents will stop worrying about me now. 
          
          I have one cat left and every time I cry, he would meow at me, head bunt me, plop in front of me, and then offer me his belly. He would give me soft little bites when I’m sobbing loudly and meows almost like he’s in distress. I feel bad so I try to calm myself down.
          
          I just want everything to be okay. There are brief moments where I do feel okay and normal, but there’s always this ache and restlessness in my heart. I’ve been bitter and angry. I’ve blamed my sister’s boyfriend. Maybe I still do. He already said he was sorry, but I still hate him. I hate him and I feel bad about it. I’ve been bitter and then angry again, especially when I hear him snoring and sleeping soundly at night while I couldn’t even sleep a wink. I know these are negative feelings and I shouldn’t allow them to drown me in but I guess I’m the worse human there is because I can’t. These past few days, I’ve seen the ugly sides of myself I had no idea I had in me. Sometimes, I convince myself it’s just grief. Sometimes, I think it’s just because I’m just a terrible human being. I hate this. I just want to feel okay. 
          
          

Hey, ladies. I try to keep my page positive, but I don't know how else I can cope with this. I guess I just want to read some kind words that will help me process what I'm going through.
          I just lost my cat in an accident. I don't want to talk about it in detail because it's fresh and it hurts and it's just going to make me sob even harder. All I know is my heart aches so much I think I could die. Please, tell me everything’s going to be okay. 

Hi, ladies! Just a little life update. I’m recovering from the flu. I had some plans this week including uploading a new chapter, but my sister brought home a virus along with the bacon. lol. I’m trying so hard to see things in a positive light, so at least I’m recovering now, right? I’m going to write the next chapter of Forever Always Blue as soon as I can! 
          
          XOXO,
          Ailee 

Hey, ladies! Just an update on the very first chapter of FOREVER ALWAYS BLUE. First chapter will be updated within the week (hopefully it’s up by Tuesday or Wednesday!). I had some stuff I had to deal with and I’m a little overwhelmed. See you soon!
          
          XOXO,
          Ailyn

Hey, ladies! Just a little update on Someone Like Her. I know I said last chapter will be uploaded by the end of the week, but I came down with a fever and trying to rest up so hardddd because I don’t want to miss work. Anyway, I’m going to write the chapter as soon as I can. Take care!
          
          XOXO,  
          Ailee

I was hoping that you will write Chandra's story too. With overprotective brothers around it will be fun and crazy to find her love. 

Hey, ladies. Sorry, this isn't a chapter update. I'd like to make an important announcement though. Since we're one chapter away from concluding Someone Like Her (been busy the past week but will update by the end of this week) I'd like you to know that I'm publishing a book here on wattpad as a way to give Baby Blue Series a blue, glittery wrapping with a beautiful bow and everything! And of course, to thank every single one you for reading and staying with me all this time. 
          
          The book is going to have all you favorite male leads/female leads in it, from Book 1 through Book 5. We're going to have a little sneak peek into their happy endings! I'm so excited to revisit every single character. Hopefully, you are too.