AerieexAa_09

Hey guys, it's been a year. Have you been doing well? It's summer break but I don't think I could go along with my plan. I could no longer see myself finishing another killuaxreader book. 
          	
          	As I remember, I started writing when I couldn't find a story similar to my likings and mind you, I'm not regretting every second of it. I enjoyed writing the books I've published. Though as you can see, I'm a die-hard fan of smuts (lol, you can literally say that right after checking my first published book). I'm quite embarrassed that a newly teenager "me" actually wrote and fantasized stuff over a certain character. But really, I learned a lot in creating those books. 
          	
          	Being an author is hard as hell, I mean, you really need to let your imagination do the work and your fingers will be the one to type whatever's on your mind. In writing, there's really is a struggle, like, "how the hell am i going to continue the story?".... "What comes next?" .... "How should i start the chapter?"... Those were really hard, but eventually, I did find a better solution and that's to create a chapter by chapter planning. But again, It was easy to make but it's hard to follow. 
          	
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nishirikiyz

@AerieexAa_09 hii omg:(( it's been a while! It's sad to hear that you're gonna take down your books, I got to love them na as time goes by kasi it reminds me of how I enjoy reading here in wattpad, but I respect ur decision, author! Just know that I will continue to support you even if you took a new path, it only means you're improving so much. :)
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AerieexAa_09

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          	  But remember the book that I'm planning to make? To be honest, I drafted 3 chapters and a prologue already. But unlike before, I no longer have the guts to publish even a single chapter of my work. The process of the story is done. I know where to start and how to end. But, for some reason, I could no longer continue.
          	  
          	  Literally more than a year of making you guys wait and here goes nothing, the story you've been waiting for couldn't even be published. I'm terribly sorry for leaving you guys hanging. But just as I grew older, I realized that this weren't actually meant for me. Sure, I still long to write another story... And again, I am planning to write another book. But sadly, it would no longer be another killuaxreader story. The author of your killuaxreader book will be signing out. Kidding aside, I think my journey ends here.
          	  
          	  I'm really thankful for the readers who never left my side. I know my stories weren't that good, especially with the grammar structures but, still, you guys were there to support me. 
          	  
          	  I'm taking down the books I have published guys. I hope you enjoyed reading them <3. Thank you again and love lots !!
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AerieexAa_09

Hey guys, it's been a year. Have you been doing well? It's summer break but I don't think I could go along with my plan. I could no longer see myself finishing another killuaxreader book. 
          
          As I remember, I started writing when I couldn't find a story similar to my likings and mind you, I'm not regretting every second of it. I enjoyed writing the books I've published. Though as you can see, I'm a die-hard fan of smuts (lol, you can literally say that right after checking my first published book). I'm quite embarrassed that a newly teenager "me" actually wrote and fantasized stuff over a certain character. But really, I learned a lot in creating those books. 
          
          Being an author is hard as hell, I mean, you really need to let your imagination do the work and your fingers will be the one to type whatever's on your mind. In writing, there's really is a struggle, like, "how the hell am i going to continue the story?".... "What comes next?" .... "How should i start the chapter?"... Those were really hard, but eventually, I did find a better solution and that's to create a chapter by chapter planning. But again, It was easy to make but it's hard to follow. 
          
          Cont....

nishirikiyz

@AerieexAa_09 hii omg:(( it's been a while! It's sad to hear that you're gonna take down your books, I got to love them na as time goes by kasi it reminds me of how I enjoy reading here in wattpad, but I respect ur decision, author! Just know that I will continue to support you even if you took a new path, it only means you're improving so much. :)
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AerieexAa_09

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            But remember the book that I'm planning to make? To be honest, I drafted 3 chapters and a prologue already. But unlike before, I no longer have the guts to publish even a single chapter of my work. The process of the story is done. I know where to start and how to end. But, for some reason, I could no longer continue.
            
            Literally more than a year of making you guys wait and here goes nothing, the story you've been waiting for couldn't even be published. I'm terribly sorry for leaving you guys hanging. But just as I grew older, I realized that this weren't actually meant for me. Sure, I still long to write another story... And again, I am planning to write another book. But sadly, it would no longer be another killuaxreader story. The author of your killuaxreader book will be signing out. Kidding aside, I think my journey ends here.
            
            I'm really thankful for the readers who never left my side. I know my stories weren't that good, especially with the grammar structures but, still, you guys were there to support me. 
            
            I'm taking down the books I have published guys. I hope you enjoyed reading them <3. Thank you again and love lots !!
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AerieexAa_09

Hey everyone, it's been six months... ToT I had planned to publish my new story over the summer, but with the summer immersion program, it didn't work out as I'd hoped ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ
          
          I've been incredibly busy, especially now that I'm in my senior year. Unfortunately, I'm not sure if I can continue my new stories. I have several drafts (more than five, to be precise ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ) that I'm hoping to work on... But the thing is, I don't have the time T^T.  I sincerely apologize for making promises I couldn't keep.  After long, tiring days at school, I usually end up spending my time on myself and friends, eventually falling asleep in my dorm.
          
          I want to try my best to keep the story going, even though I'm six months late T^T. I'm genuinely sorry for the delay. I won't make any more promises, but please know I'm doing my best to finish the book ToT

AerieexAa_09

@Tbhkismyloveforever Yeah ToT and I can't still get myself to post the prologue. I just need to finish chapters 2 and 3 before publishing the book
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Tbhkismyloveforever

@AerieexAa_09 Haha says you I'm 2 months later to this post-
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AerieexAa_09

I feel so guilty T^T
          
          I posted my farewell during April fool's day but all of you took my message seriously T^T
          
          Guysss it was just a prankkk and I'M SORRYYYYYYYYYY T^T

Tbhkismyloveforever

@AerieexAa_09 oh haha
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qudreyy

@AerieexAa_09  I ACTUALLY CRIED AND IM SO GLAD IT WASNT REAL BUT I HATE THAT STUPID PRANK
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nishirikiyz

@AerieexAa_09 but I'm glad it's just a prank.. welcome back author!^^
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AerieexAa_09

IMPORTANT PLEASE READ:
          
          I made a lot of memories with Wattpad where writing became my stress reliever and reading became my calming place. I know this is so sudden but... I don't think I can continue writing anymore.
          
          I'm being stressed out by my studies that I can't even browse Wattpad anymore. Even though I made a vow to write once the summer break began, I don't think I can finish everything.
          
          Wattpad has been part of me. And leaving will surely be a huge lose for me. But I guess this is my last message to you guys.
          
          I can't believe that it has been almost 4 years since I published my first book. I hope you guys enjoyed my stories, even though the first one was clearly messy, lol. I enjoyed being here in Wattpad, and it's such shame that I needed to leave.
          
          This might not be the first time I bid goodbye...  but this farewell will surely be the last one as I can't no longer promise everyone that I'll be back.
          
          I sincerely apologize to everyone who was anticipating my next books. But, I can't keep you waiting much longer. I know you guys were holding unto my promise but I don't think I can keep the vow I made, I'm really sorry everyone T^T
          
          To my favorite readers, I'm very thankful to have you through my author era. I love you guys, you were always there to cheer me up. I'm so thankful to know all of you and thank you for becoming part of my life. To everyone, thank you for your support ToT
          
          This is your former author KilluaxAa_09, now known as LuxAa_09....
          
          Now, signing off.

ohniceokblahblah

@AerieexAa_09 @AerieexAa_09 hey hey just saw this and idk how to say it but you and your stories were comforting for me i remember reading them at night at 3am i loved them so much this is an end of an era...ily and I'll miss you so much take care girly and whenever u feel burnt out remember it is very important to take a break every now and then. this is the last time l'm writing to u i can't believe it aaahh bye bye <3
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nishirikiyz

@AerieexAa_09 heyy, i will always miss u author okayy?? it's me whitey killua, i always try to re-read ur stories and ik how hard it is being a writer student so take your time to rest and do ur things in life, still we'll wait for you. I'll wait for the time you'll comeback as a free author who'll be happy to do stories again, even if that takes a long time I'll wait for it. Please take care of yourself and always remember to take a rest, do not pressure urself too much on school<33 iloveyou author and i will miss you so muchh<3
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leiriyen

@AerieexAa_09 alright author chan. I would definitely miss youu. Goodbye.
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AerieexAa_09

Just a question, have you guys tried reading a book without finishing it??
          
          Am I the only one who feels incomplete when I can read the whole book? T^T
          
          Damn, it was so hard because there's this book I found on TikTok... I 'thought' that it was a cute story because of the funny misunderstanding they had (the one I saw on TikTok),,, but as the story goes on, things became really complicated.... the story was nice but damn it was so complicated that I needed to stop reading and directly checked the ending... TAKE NOTE THAT I'M ALREADY IN CHAPTER 45 AND THERE'S 56 CHAPTERS IN ALL T^T
          
          There's no epilogue,,, and I was really stunned by what I've read... the boy became blind- THAT WAS SO RANDOMMMMM T^T
          
          And the girl just keeps on apologizing throughout the story (as far as I've read) because she keeps on leaving him behind T^T...  This is so messed up (I know I'm no one to talk because of my funny plot twists but eekkkk)  T^T 
          
          I really lost my interest in the story but I feel so empty because just like those on hold books, I can't finish the book I stated reading earlier T^T... I mean I can read it but,,, I'm no longer interested,,,, there's no epilogue at all,,, 
          
          T^T

AerieexAa_09

@ixhaqu I get that one T^T especially if it is an awesome book.... I keep on rereading them until I find another story to read. But T^T bae the book I just read was so toxic, their relationship is really toxic T^T even though it was good book, I just can't continue because it's already confusing T^T
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AerieexAa_09

++  Even though there's a notice that it has a book 2, I don't know if his random blindness will get cured (I can't really say it's random because I skipped 12 chapters but the girl left and when she came back, she doesn't have any ideas about what's going on with him,,,, so clearly, it was just a sudden blindness T^T) 
            
            And talking about the book 2,,, it was no longer a novel because it was published on webtoon T^T,,, I can't read webtoon if I already created a character based on my imagination, T^T 
            
            Or maybe I was just picky with what I'm reading,,,, so far, I no longer understand what's happening on the story,,, (one of the reason why I skipped on the last part).... but eeeeeeeeeee,,, I feel so empty because I no longer have the courage to read the book.... I'm afraid of what will happen next, should I just leave it on my imagination? 
            
            But eeeeeeeek what a plot twist really T^T 
            
            Maybe I'll try killing one of my leads in my next story- 
            
            
            (should I?)
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AerieexAa_09

Hello again!! sorry for not replying in my past message lol. 
          
          How are you guys doing? Summer is getting nearer so see you guys in my second to the last publication of Killuaxreader storiesssss T^T

nishirikiyz

@AerieexAa_09 @AerieexAa_09 don't worryy!! don't rushhh!! take your time we can waittt<33
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AerieexAa_09

@nishirikiyz miss you tooooooo T^T,,, dang I need to start writing as soon as possible ♡⁠(⁠>⁠ ⁠ਊ⁠ ⁠<⁠)⁠♡
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nishirikiyz

@AerieexAa_09 hiiiii i misseddddd uuuuuuuu sooooooo muchhhhhh wahahhhh
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AerieexAa_09

Hey! It's been a while guys hmm? ToT
          
          Class will probably end between May and June ToT,, I hope you guys remembers me ToT
          
          But seriously, I'll hold unto my promise, probably a week after summer, I could work on my new book to please you guys. I really missed writing new contents but I'm really busy XoX.
          
          
          Okay², so I really wanted to ask this question,,, do you guys want me to continue my second book 'Its Still You'? I'm thinking of making a book 3.
          
          If you guys wanted me to do so, then why not right? 
          
          It was just a proposal gift to those who still love Killua lol. I think I could finish 2 books these incoming summer (I mean, I needed to lol)... cuz after summer, I don't think I'll still be active in Wattpad. Being a senior high has a lot of work, T^T, well, I hope you guys are still there with me.
          
          I really need your responds,, cuz if I got none o.O ,,, then I will no longer publish my new book lol.
          
          Kidding aside, I'm serious guys T^T. I mean what's the use of uploading a book if there's no one to read, right? Lol.
          
          I'll just probably pursue my new writer era hehe, I will stop publishing Killuaxreader, and instead, I'll be doing my own book with my own original characters on it. It's been a dream of mine to finish an original book, well that's all guysueee,,,
          
          See you next time!! ♥️❤️ 
          
          My updates depends on your responses...

AerieexAa_09

@ohniceokblahblah ♥️♥️♥️
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ohniceokblahblah

@LuxAa_09 omgg so you’ll make two books?? If yes i would loveee a continuation of its still u.  because i was excited for the other new killua ff so yes if you  are making both i would definitely read both of them without a thought!!
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AerieexAa_09

@ohniceokblahblah yepzz! I mean they're two different books >o< ♥️
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