Nihilist.
A paradox in my existence:
Trying to find an optimistic look on pessimistic nihilism


Dead inside

Slytherin
PARKS and REC
Westworld is deeper than everything
RDJ ofc and Bendistinct Cucumber is ahhhhh
FREDDIE HIGHMORE
99!
Cam and Mitch = fav all time couple
Daniel Howell is my spirit animal
Halsey is a Goddess
Chandler Bing is my first and longest crush
Cute boys with huge grins
Loki is lowkey my love
im a punny girl
Leo Valdez lights me on fire
Light Yagami is baeeeee
Recommend good animes like death note pls
and the flower girl
Avengers- Sherlock- Black mirror- end of the fcking world-carl sagan- neil tyson -logic will change my perspective on about anything
PATD, FOB, ATL, MCR - Im a wannabe emo


message me if u wanna talk about any of the above stuff, or just wanna talk.
  • JoinedFebruary 2, 2017



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AddictedToStuff AddictedToStuff Jul 05, 2018 07:48PM
it's not great , really. it's just how I feel and i'm desperately hoping someone can relate https://www.wattpad.com/story/154166828
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