Ace_Writes123

On saturday the 12th of march, my best friend of 10 years attempted to take her own life. I was begging on the phone for her not to do it, and i’ve never felt so terrified before. She swallowed 5 pills but luckily threw them back up. She is fine, but i’m not. Because we used to live five minutes away from eachother, But now we live 4 hours apart. I cant simply run to her anymore. 
          	
          	Two days later, On monday the 14th of march. Another close friend of mine messaged me saying he was going to end it all. The panic i felt 2 days prior returned and i nearly couldn’t do it. He told me he wouldn’t do it then, but no one could change his mind about it.
          	
          	I feel worthless and hopeless because i feel like No matter what i do, they will both leave me. I’m struggling with how to healthily cope with this without giving other people the pressure of knowing the situation.

DravenFletcher

@Ace_Writes123  don't feel worthless because you aren't there is always some one who knows your worth and it is endless so don't worry  don't feel hopeless there is always hope because if you think that your worthless or hopeless you could be making call to someone who knows your worth and how endless is really is. No I don't know you but I do know what you're feeling i been on both sides of that call
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Ace_Writes123

On saturday the 12th of march, my best friend of 10 years attempted to take her own life. I was begging on the phone for her not to do it, and i’ve never felt so terrified before. She swallowed 5 pills but luckily threw them back up. She is fine, but i’m not. Because we used to live five minutes away from eachother, But now we live 4 hours apart. I cant simply run to her anymore. 
          
          Two days later, On monday the 14th of march. Another close friend of mine messaged me saying he was going to end it all. The panic i felt 2 days prior returned and i nearly couldn’t do it. He told me he wouldn’t do it then, but no one could change his mind about it.
          
          I feel worthless and hopeless because i feel like No matter what i do, they will both leave me. I’m struggling with how to healthily cope with this without giving other people the pressure of knowing the situation.

DravenFletcher

@Ace_Writes123  don't feel worthless because you aren't there is always some one who knows your worth and it is endless so don't worry  don't feel hopeless there is always hope because if you think that your worthless or hopeless you could be making call to someone who knows your worth and how endless is really is. No I don't know you but I do know what you're feeling i been on both sides of that call
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Ace_Writes123

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HELP ME??? I FELL ASLEEP AT 4 AND WOKE UP AT 12….I HAVNT EATEN OR DRANK ANYTHING AND MY WHOLE FAMILY IS ASLEEP- THEY DIDNT CHECK UP ON ME FOR EIGHT HOURS—???? I COULDVE BEEN FUCKING DEAD WHAT THE HELL. IM SUCH A DUMB ASS- I CANT SLEEP NOW AND IVE GOT TO “WAKE UP” FOR SCHOOL AT 6. WHAT AM I MEANT TO DO UNTILL THEN??????????

an_idiotic_addict

@Ace_Writes123 
            
            Try your best to stay awake till at least 8pm tonight so your sleep will be fixed
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Ace_Writes123

My grandma just died. Honestly feel like i’m gonna relapse so i’m just gonna sleep and lock myself in a none-dangerous room

Personasleep

@Ace_Writes123 I’m so sorry, I know you will get through it
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WeirdSimp01

@Ace_Writes123 I am so sorry for your loss!
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an_idiotic_addict

I am so so sorry for your loss
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