AST3R-R1SK

[ OCS! ]
          	
          	me when i create two ocs based off of my mind ( or minds ig- )
          	
          	pixie & celeste i love you sillies <3333 ( if anyone wants to hear me talk about em lemme know!!! )

AST3R-R1SK

also stop i just realized my book is already at over 800 reads W H A T ( i did not think it would get that much reads bro thank you guys so much!!!!!! )
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AST3R-R1SK

[ OCS! ]
          
          me when i create two ocs based off of my mind ( or minds ig- )
          
          pixie & celeste i love you sillies <3333 ( if anyone wants to hear me talk about em lemme know!!! )

AST3R-R1SK

also stop i just realized my book is already at over 800 reads W H A T ( i did not think it would get that much reads bro thank you guys so much!!!!!! )
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AST3R-R1SK

[ IMPORTANT!!! ]
          
          hello everyone! i would just like to announce that after like 2 days i may be inactive for around a month atleast due to my current situation =(
          
          can't say exactly what it is but from some of my older vents you can prolly guess what it is?? idk- but yeah, i'll miss you guys alot while i'm gone but if you're all completely fine, then i am aswell! cya for now =D!

M-MARM3LADE

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@AST3R-R1SK I'LL MISS YOU SO FUCKING MUCH IM SO SO SO SO SORRY FOR BEING SUCH A SHIT FRIEND AND ALWAYS HAVING YOU INTERACT WITH ME FIRST IASAIGHZHGOZHIHZOGHAGZAZGIHIHOAHGZG I HOPE YOU'RE SAFE AND YOU'RE OKAY PLEASE COME BACK SOON AND TAKE CARE OKAY I WILL BAWL MY FUCKING EYES OUT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO YOU I MAY NOT SAY IT ALOT BUT YOU'RE SO FUCKING PRECIOUS TO ME EVEN IF I DONT REALIZE IT SOMETIMES AND IT'D BE REALLY LONELY WITHOUT YOU OKAY MWAH MWAH MWAHMWAHXMAHWAMWAMWHAMAHWAWMAWHAMHWMAHWMAHWMWHAMHMWHAM STAY SAFE ASTER I HOPE YOU COME BACK SOON I'LL BE WAITING FOR AS LONG AS IT TAKES OKAY /P
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-PR3TTY-B0Y

 Oh gosh I really hope you stay safe and that things get better for you :( wishing you the best
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AST3R-R1SK

[ HUNGER GAMES! ]
          
          random things that have happened in hsc hunger games ( using a random site i found )
          
          
          vvonder going wild with explosives ( bro's getting 2-4 kills each round with em,..;.. )
          
          satoru's nose being broken by vvonder & aster for a basket
          
          a lil toooo much triple kills
          
          mazzy being more active than usual
          
          everyone basically sucks at the arena events lmao
          
          & more things i prolly forgor

AST3R-R1SK

[ NEW MESSAGE TO @Beloved_Narrator + @trueauthorsharuru ! ]
            
            mb for the late reply pookies i was busy but i posted the link!!!!
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AST3R-R1SK

[ MORE COOL SONGS! ]
          
          not too loud
          not too quiet
          don't be proud
          don't be shy
          it's rude to stare
          oh, do i dare?
          keep it bold
          don't be timid
          not too slow
          make it quick
          it's so unfair
          i'm almost there
          lost in a fantasy
          my very own pandora's box
          swarmed by my jealousy
          i hope that it doesn't show
          ire dipped in flattery
          nobody's been as close as me
          i spilled my guts
          and all for what?
          it should've been me
          you should have picked me from the start
          and after everything i've done for you
          you don't think it's bizarre?
          it should've been me
          where do you think i got my spark?
          i chiseled down my personality
          'til it's a work of art
          there you are
          can't they see it?
          i'm in awe
          could it be?
          it's rude to stare
          yes, i'm aware!
          what a sight
          nearly perfect
          you alright?
          does it hurt?
          i will be there
          you know i care!
          caught in my fantasies
          don't look inside pandora's box
          push down the jealousy
          no, nobody needs to know
          please don't think less of me!
          i'm but a lonely soul, you see
          oh, what a shame
          i've gone insane
          it should’ve been me
          i oughta be there by your side
          just think of all the possibilities that we could bring to life
          it should’ve been me
          i think i need you to survive
          so now it’s your responsibility to make me stay alive
          trapped in this travesty
          you’ve opened up pandora’s box
          struck by reality
          it’s time to wrap up the show
          yes, it is how it seems
          i'm full of animosity
          and here i am
          where do you stand?
          it could’ve been me
          although I’m better than the rest
          my polarizing rationality just couldn’t pass the test
          it could’ve been me
          but I’m unsure of my intent
          surely my fragile hospitality would shatter from the stress!
          it shouldn’t be me
          and here i thought i was above
          but now it’s clear to me you saw that i’m unworthy of your love
          it shouldn’t be me
          and i’m okay with that because i truly only want the best for you
          and i am not the one
          it couldn’t be me
          it should’ve been me

AST3R-R1SK

[ LYRICS! ]
          
          imagine relating to emo lyrics lmao
          
          " you live for feelings
          you never felt
          because you cannot feel
          and what is this leaking affecting my eye?
          does the oil that is dripping,
          mean this is a cry?
          will i ever be something with feelings to hide?
          or am i just a boiler
          with nothing inside? "

LovelySleepyCubes

@AST3R-R1SK I actually can relate to this-
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Sophie_flows

@AST3R-R1SK asides of everything, the song is a banger giggle 
            
            
            IT'S OKAY TO FEEL THAT WAY THO, I PROMISE IT'LL GET BETTER IT ONLY TAKES SOME TIME, BBG <D
            
            If you need help, I'm right here (ask for my Pinterest pms since they are gone here :'/) I'm always, literally always, available there if comfort or reassurance is needed and don't worry about seeing annoying or your words having an effect on me, I'm not some kiddo going around being 'the therapist friend' but an actual person who went through all this and is willing to give a strong hand for those who need it, meaning there has been practice for being mentally strong enough to be able to help just for you guys!! Please, if anything is needed, know there are lots of people to reach out to who are alert and would love to help out a community!!1! 
            
            Genuinely appreciate if you manage to open up, and it's also very very fine to take time to talk or look for someone closer. Again, it's okay to feel the way you feel, seriously everyone went through it and people are still going through it <3333
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AST3R-R1SK

i hope this doesn't come off as me trying to seem cool & quirky for not being able to discern myself properly lmao
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AST3R-R1SK

[ TEA! ]
          
          yalls my family's beefing with some other ppl outside making noise late at night this is wild lmao!!!! ( anygays anyone wanna chat in the meanwhile )

Sophie_flows

@AST3R-R1SK you've got some bravery I hope you grow up to be like that because very awesome!1!!
            
            I used to hide in the kitchen cuz I'd imagine anyone in the room could randomly pull out a weapon and end everything (still hides in the kitchen despite being 15 now, no matter the argument that's going on)
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AST3R-R1SK

[ NEW MESSAGE TO @Sophie_flows ! ]
            
            dang hope you're okay after all that that stuff sounds pretty wild-
            
            i was actually really excited cause d r a m a & also bc it was one of those few moments where i could feel some sort of adrenaline inside me when they started beefing lmao!!!!
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Sophie_flows

@AST3R-R1SK yes I'd love to talk to you meanwhile 
            
            
            I remember when mine were having trouble with neighbours back before we moved (discovered they were using black magic and sh!t they believed in, scary they targeted us and got into a lot of beef w them for it) I was so scared tho and I don't want you to feel the same way :3
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