Capybara

Should I face reveal? Or nah

I am going to going to school tomorrow morning and I want to explode

I have been on spring break for like a week and next week I will go back to school.

I have not been on here for like two weeks…………… um my child in my basement has not gotten food for like two days..(just kidding)

I might forgot this app existed…….,,

SOMEONE NOCKED ON MY WINDOW

I got a sore throat and it hurts like a bitch

Help I was looking through my camera roll and I saw cursed shit so yea I am never going to go through the thing ever again

Why do I cry so much is it because of my environment and people or is it me playing the victim and I had past trauma my kittens died and my mom is seeing someone and he sounds good but do I really think that no I think he is a toxic narcissist that cry’s because he is fucking fat or that his name is Aidan he lives in god damn Vegas and my mom is in Nevada seeing him I am pissed that she is seeing him and saying “ i love you” and calling him “babe” what the fuck am I in the wrong for that?

I had a good cry last night because my cat so she had a baby two didn’t make it then that cat died 1 day later after the mini funeral he died that next morning and I looked at a picture of him and I broke down crying because I miss him so much and we were going to name it uno or lucky and when he passed that night I was crying hard and I couldn’t believe it that he died he only lived for three days and was a sweet kitten then I have to go back to school on the ninth tell people that he passed and cry get emotional all because he didn’t make it now I am going through a lot and this is only the start of the year great grief this sucks