egeutarateu

27/8/2024 & 28/8/2024
          
          These two days are the worse day of my life being a KPOP fan..
          
          Firstly, on 27/8, my favourite group at the moment which is GOLDEN CHILD lost 3 members (TAG, JIBEOM, BOMIN) one day before their 7th anniversary on 28/8.. they decides to part ways with the company and the group.. they’ll no longer be active with GOLDEN CHILD.. they didn’t survive the 7-year curse in kpop..
          
          I’ve been crying for two almost three days now.. I just started stanning them for a few months now and I’ll never get to experience my own OT10 comeback.. my bias is on military duty.. it’s all fucked up.. i really hate woollim.. never treats their artists right.. might as well go bankcrupt for all i care..
          
          But, I’m still gratefull they didn’t disband tho.. will be active with 7members.. how ironic 7th anniversary with 7members..
          
          Secondly, on 28/8, there is no content for GOLDEN CHILD 7th anniversary!! like I’ve been waiting for it because it’s going to be my first.. but thankfully the members greeted and wished for their anniversary.. GOLCHA OT10!
          
          And now TAEIL??! I have no words for this.. I’m hoping for the best for the victim..
          
          

          WHAT IS GOING ON WITH NCT TOWN ??!!
          
          and for SM STAN / NCT STAN, things always happened on Wednesday.. WEDNESDAY CURSE fr!
          
          I JUST WOKE UP FROM A NAP FEW HOURS AGO AND TAEIL IS KICKED UP FROM NCT ??!! Wtfff
          
          This is so unexpected.. never saw sm acted so fast before???!
          
          They didn't even let rumours spread??!!
          It's hard to believe that someone that look so sweet, quiet and innocent can be so evil ??!!
          Never judge a book by its cover FR!!
          
          I'm so speechless because he is.. i mean WAS one of my favourite in NCT.. i just hope the justice is serve for the victim..
          
          Afterall, we are just a fan.. we don't know our idol in person.. and i am a woman before i am/was a fan..
          
          take care and be safe everyone <3

Can you do a TWS MEME BOOK? 

I'm in my last semester of my degree!!!!! I can't believe that I made it this far!!! Few more months and I'm graduating!!!!
          
          Will be struggling with assignments and lots of other things so I hope I can get through it like before..
          
          Whoever is in the same situation as me I hope we can go through this together <3 Fighting!!

It’s been a while since I’ve updated.. my days have been hectic and full with assignments but I can’t wait to finish this semester in about one more month and a half.. and then it’s holiday season ))
          
          I hope everyone is doing well and take care of yourselves! <3
          
          Sooner or later I will be active again ;)

First two weeks in uni and I am already stressing out!!! It is my final year in uni and i kid you not.. the assignment is already pilling!!! Omgggg

Today marks exactly seven days since my best friend passed away.. And until this day I miss her terribly.. I miss her laugh.. I miss her cheerful and bright energy.. I miss everything about her..I still can’t believe that she’s gone forever.. that she’s not going to be here when I graduate from uni.. I won’t be able to share that moment with her.. I can’t believe that my future children will not be able to get to know her.. When I think about all of the things that we could achieve together.. It made me really really sad and heartbroken .. 
          
          I can’t stop looking at our pictures together.. It made me realise of how little the amount of pictures and videos we’ve got.. I regret for not taking a lot of pictures and videos together when we hangout.. I’m afraid that I’ll forget what her voice sounds like..
          Sometimes I blame myself for not being a good friend to her.. and I hope she can forgive me for that..
          
          I’m thankful for you guys who gave me such encouraging words.. You guys made me cry so bad.. I’m really grateful for all the words guys.. Thank you..

I just lost someone who is very dear to me.. my best friend just passed away this morning after fighting with bacterial infection and stagnant water in the brain for almost a month and a half..
          
          I’m just so lost right now.. It felt like I lost a part of myself.. I’m in shock.. I can’t believe that she’s gone forever.. I’m numb.. 
          
          But at the same time I’m relieved that she’s in a better place now.. She’s not in pain anymore.. she’s better and happier..
          
          I just don’t know how to cope with the fact that she’s gone.. I don’t know how to cope with these kind of feelings.. I just don’t know…

Just published another MEMES BOOK.. Don't forget to check it out.. I hope you like ONLYONEOF cause they're amazing!

Do you guys have any suggestions of your favourite books on Wattpad that I can read ?? 
          
          I am currently in my "reading slump" era and I don't know what to read..