I still wanna be a fashion designer, but rn I’m just taking a lil detour in life. Like, I gotta make enough money to live while also following my dreams.
@1-800-LEXIIALIJAI I'm doing alright slowly writing chapters and figuring out how to put Charlie Swan in his own fanfic other than that everything else is still the same as before
What’s with me and liking people I can’t have? Like, how do I come back from this? Even if they reject me, I still wanna be their friend. Playing Russian roulette with my feeling just to see what remains. Do I love them for the moment or will I love them until the end? Is it the romantic kinda love or do I love them as a friend? My feelings are just pages. I burn them when I’m hurting, and bury them when burdened by the trauma that they’ll bring.
“We ain’t angry at ya love, you’re the greatest thing we’ve lost.”
And now, I can finally set you free. It’ll hurt like hell, but I think I can let go now, and love someone else as much as I loved you.