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Evelin, let me tell you what everyone tells me. There is a light at everyone's tunnel. If you are thinking about killing yourself, don't do it. Your parents would be mad your dog would be mad, fuck your fish would be mad. But most importantly I would be mad. I would feel like I did nothing. Your friends that actually care about you are meant to protect you from these thoughts. I am here to protect you no matter what, no matter the costs. Even though I'm far away, I am still here for you and always will be! I love you so much you are my friend. Everything will get better and you want to know why? Because I got better, I'm not cutting anymore, I don't feel hatred towards myself. I'm not disgusted with myself. And more importantly I don't feel worthless. There will be times where you feel like a worthless piece of garbage, but the world is preparing you for the worst. It'll get better. This is just the world testing you. I've been told these wise words and it kept me alive and breathing! Please, whatever you do don't kill yourself and don't cut yourself. I can't say I know what you're going through, but I do, because it happened to me. Don't lose hope. If you aren't going to be here then who will help me make stories? Who will help me feel better? Who will make me happy? Who will comment on my books? Who will I be able to talk to? Who will Arianna be able to talk to? Who will be able to be there to cheer YOU up? Think about it.