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I’m sorry I’m not replying to any of the comments you guys are leaving
          I’m on period and I’m burnt out I don’t wanna do anything rn

I have a special needs cousin, and he often makes me uncomfortable. (I think he has a crush on me)
          He keeps asking to sleep over at our house and to look in me and my sister’s laundry. 
          I sleep with my Two plushie every night- I’ve been doing that since I got in in the December of 2025, but he was carrying them around, and licking and kissing them, and I had to clean the plushie, but now it smells like Windex and I’m afraid to sleep with it because I think the fumes will kill me in my sleep

Sometimes I feel like my last attempt worked and I’m just in a version of hell

Going to the mall
          AGAIN
          
          hehehe my mom isn’t coming this time so I can finally roam freely

Does anyone else do that thing where you look at a screen too bright and start blinking a ton for like 10 seconds straight

CW for drugs
          
          
          I was crying this morning before going into school because I was overwhelmed while my mom was yelling at me, and when I got into school, someone asked me if my eyes were red because I did cocaine before coming in U_U

The toxic friend went around telling people I was excluding her and told people I used he/it pronouns to get someone to misgender me 
          I’m so done bro wtf is she up to now

Last year I couldn’t go trick or treating because I felt like I was gonna throw up and was bedridden for days because of a severe lung disease and ISTG I already missed one year. If it happens again im losing my shit

I’m so burnt out I don’t wanna go to school tomorrow but I have cross country AND the pacer test 😔

Boutta end a friendship with the clingiest and touchiest and most TOXIC guilttripper 
          Should I like use a letter I feel like I’m gonna fuck up if I just talk