-petrificus

i Beg of u not to judge my writing ability on my poetry book. i promise i can write. i promise.

ohio-gozaimasu

i mean, my favourite writing is incoherent writing, because i love the feeling of not quite knowing what is being said.
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-petrificus

@ohio-gozaimasu my poetry book should probably just be renamed to my vaguely poetic stream of consciousness when i remember to update it
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ohio-gozaimasu

i vouch for this. she can write, b words.
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ohio-gozaimasu

i hope uni is going well. i hope life is giving you every success and you have peace in your heart. you truly deserve it. expensive mistakes just came on and i am remembering you and that summer we spent talking non-stop. you'll make a great english teacher.

ohio-gozaimasu

hazel jade:
          sometimes at night
          when my brain goes strange and fuzzy
          i sit 
          and i listen to friendly dark 
          and i think of you. 

-petrificus

@ohio-gozaimasu i just own my typos now i have fully given up on trying to make sense (pun not intended)
            
            i’ll listen to that one now
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ohio-gozaimasu

another songs! my grammar is thriving today. 
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ohio-gozaimasu

sense! that song sends shivers down my spine. 
            
            i'd say another songs for you is in blue by declan mckenna. i hear he's very big in the indie scene, but i just like that one song. 
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ohio-gozaimasu

i miss you being so wholly in my world, friend – but i still adore you as much as i ever have. 
          
          my favourite moments always seem to happen under the moon. that conversation with you, leaning against the front wall of your house, was one of the best nights i've ever had.

ohio-gozaimasu

a year does a lot. again, time heals strangely. our strangnesses, once so similar, are now what keep us from connecting completely. it's okay. it isn't your fault, or mine. just time. 
            
            i think about the song you wrote for me a lot. the last hug we shared. i'm glad that our seasons apart didn't change the honesty in our conversations. it just feels good to know i can still tell the at times weird and awful truth to you and even have it returned.
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-petrificus

@ohio-gozaimasu it's funny how i feel i never quite know what to say to you anymore. i used to tell you everything and now every time i start writing a message to you i delete it. i'm very sorry for that. it's a me problem.
            
            i will say though - even when i most resented you, i never took the notes you wrote me off my wall and i never deleted the photos i have of us. every time i watch love simon i think about crying on your shoulder, and sometimes when i play my baritone ukulele i think of how much i loved yours. not even a year can take the memories. no matter how far we drift, we still have that thread.
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-petrificus

i Beg of u not to judge my writing ability on my poetry book. i promise i can write. i promise.

ohio-gozaimasu

i mean, my favourite writing is incoherent writing, because i love the feeling of not quite knowing what is being said.
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-petrificus

@ohio-gozaimasu my poetry book should probably just be renamed to my vaguely poetic stream of consciousness when i remember to update it
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ohio-gozaimasu

i vouch for this. she can write, b words.
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