Life Update:
Hi you all… guess who's back? Yep, I'm still alive. Unfortunately for some (read: my depression), I’m still breathing.
A lot has happened since April 16—the last time I updated a chapter (yeah, "Fiore" feels like a century ago). So, fast-forward to now, and two major things have happened in my life:
a) I got a job.
Honestly, this probably doesn’t surprise my OG readers. You all know my “success arc” by now—it's always been chaos, pain, growth, and then bam something good.
b) I fell in love.
Now this is the plot twist. If you’ve been with me for a while, you know how much I write about love especially the kind that hurts, the kind that scars, the kind that leaves you hollow and full at the same time. And now… I’m in love. Like really in love even if the other person's feelings towards me are still cloudy.
With a boy I stumbled into. Random, unexpected, and everything.
And you know what's wild? I used to say, “The moment I fall in love, I’ll stop writing,” because all I’ve ever known is heartbreak and darkness and ink-drenched grief. But now? My brain doesn’t know how to function without him in it. It’s like he took over the entire creative space in my head. He’s there 24/7, rent free. And honestly, I don’t mind.
I’m in my lover girl era and I never thought I’d say that. Never thought I was capable of loving someone like this. But here I am.
So now, to all my readers—if you had the chance to pass a message to my boy, what would you tell him about me?
P.S i love you all and Miss you.
