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Trying to do good, trying to feel good. Seconds turn into minutes, minutes into hours, and it's been so long since I last touched words felt their weight, their rhythm, their power. I’ve always said I write when my heart feels the heaviest and once again, I’ve come back to words. I’ve come back to you all.
-pasteldreams
Trying to do good, trying to feel good. Seconds turn into minutes, minutes into hours, and it's been so long since I last touched words felt their weight, their rhythm, their power. I’ve always said I write when my heart feels the heaviest and once again, I’ve come back to words. I’ve come back to you all.
hzgolden
Hey, how are you doing? It's been years since I opened Wattpad again.
-pasteldreams
Life Update:
Hi you all… guess who's back? Yep, I'm still alive. Unfortunately for some (read: my depression), I’m still breathing.
A lot has happened since April 16—the last time I updated a chapter (yeah, "Fiore" feels like a century ago). So, fast-forward to now, and two major things have happened in my life:
a) I got a job.
Honestly, this probably doesn’t surprise my OG readers. You all know my “success arc” by now—it's always been chaos, pain, growth, and then bam something good.
b) I fell in love.
Now this is the plot twist. If you’ve been with me for a while, you know how much I write about love especially the kind that hurts, the kind that scars, the kind that leaves you hollow and full at the same time. And now… I’m in love. Like really in love even if the other person's feelings towards me are still cloudy.
With a boy I stumbled into. Random, unexpected, and everything.
And you know what's wild? I used to say, “The moment I fall in love, I’ll stop writing,” because all I’ve ever known is heartbreak and darkness and ink-drenched grief. But now? My brain doesn’t know how to function without him in it. It’s like he took over the entire creative space in my head. He’s there 24/7, rent free. And honestly, I don’t mind.
I’m in my lover girl era and I never thought I’d say that. Never thought I was capable of loving someone like this. But here I am.
So now, to all my readers—if you had the chance to pass a message to my boy, what would you tell him about me?
P.S i love you all and Miss you.
-pasteldreams
@Tightrope13 You are the loveliest reader. I am sorry for replying so late, but your girl's life is sinking inside black hole. Lol. So I came back to my safe space aka you all.
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-pasteldreams
@angelacostas1987 Idk babe anyone can love me fiercely. I ended up loving too much.
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thebakerpodcast
Omgggg congrats on everything I hope it continues to thrive and you stay happy, you deserve it!!
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IRNASTYLES
Umm...*nervous* hey?
I hope u remember me?
Flakes_of_summer
Hey...hope u are alright:)
__daddyzarry__
Hi thinking about you girly hope everything’s well xoxo -N
-pasteldreams
@__daddyzarry__ Its so cute you still remember me i wished you on your birthday dork! You didn't checked. Anyways I hope you are doing good too! ✨
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RiyaaTrivedi
Dude!!..Seriously? Come onn...Give us an update on Russian Bondage
maurlyn2002
@pasteldreams not cool babe. Not cool at all. You can't just leave a gal on a cliff hanger like that. Please pretty please update Russian bondage because my life literally is on the line. Yeah I can be more dramatic than this.
kerenjay
Hey b, you good?
kerenjay
@-pasteldreams Good morning, how are the exams going? Wishing you all success. I love checking on youuu. Love you. Sorry, I am just replying. I was off for a little over a week.
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