-oceanxeyes-

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So since wattpad decided to be a asshole and delete private messaging. Here are my other socials if your interested in role-playing with me in the future. I will be keeping this account for writing since I really have some motivation for writing a story.
          	Discord: _oceanxeyes_ 
          	Tumblr: izars-starlight 
          	Pintrest: justjadedixon 

-oceanxeyes-

this message may be offensive
So since wattpad decided to be a asshole and delete private messaging. Here are my other socials if your interested in role-playing with me in the future. I will be keeping this account for writing since I really have some motivation for writing a story.
          Discord: _oceanxeyes_ 
          Tumblr: izars-starlight 
          Pintrest: justjadedixon 

-oceanxeyes-

Hey so this might be triggering to some but I don't really think it is that bad. 
          
          
          
          
          
          But I've been sh clean for a whole year! 1 year, 1 month, 9 days and 16 minutes! Despite losing my favorite person my best friend my mother 203 days ago on October 6th. I never even thought about sh, I'm so proud of myself, the only scab I have on my body right now is from when I accidentally scratched myself when I slept. 2022, 2021 and 2017 me would've never thought this was possible! Recovery and healing is possible! It wasn't easy for sure and maybe I still don't cope in the best ways but I've found something that worked! And I don't know if I'll relapse but I hope I won't. 

livlivlife17

@-oceanxeyes- I'M SO PROUD OF YOU!! Oh I believe that even if you do relapse you'll make it out to a place like this again! You're doing so good!
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-oceanxeyes-

@livlivlife17 Thank you!! I'm trying to do good; writing music and reading have become a great coping mechanism for me to use. 
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-oceanxeyes-

So since dms are being closed and deleted on here. If anyone was ever interested in role-playing with me in the future. Please ask me for my discord its the only other platform I roleplay on. 

DarkLocked_Closet

@-oceanxeyes- yup! I'll send you a message rq so you can spot me. ♡
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-oceanxeyes-

@DarkLocked_Closet It really does suck TwT I've been on since 2017 I think, but at least there is other options though. I do think I have you on discord if my memory is correct at least. 
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DarkLocked_Closet

@-oceanxeyes- It sucks that dms are being closed. I've been on this app for 5 years, and I've had so many great conversations with people. T^T
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-oceanxeyes-

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Can someone please explain how the fuck is it universally okay for my 15 year old sister to have a boyfriend before me? And fucking rub it in by them cuddling on the upstairs couch in the main living room, with my fucking dog? What the absolute fuck? I am literally 18 and I've never even held hands with a guy or a girl. I'm literally bisexual ya figure that it would make me have more of a chance for love? Nah. I'm just alone. Like always. Whatever universal power is at work better have a fucking special person for me down the road because this is bullshit. I wasn't even allowed to think about dating at 15. 

gay_lesbian03

Bro my TWIN sister has had 3 boyfriends. We’re both 18 and I haven’t dated a single girl. This girl broke up with her boyfriend and decided to change and be lesbian and still got a gf before me. I’ve never been more pissed off in my life :/
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Oceana_Star

@-oceanxeyes- Oh don't! I feel you're pain ŤwŤ I know it's so annoying, like if someone else can get one then it shouldn't be too hard right? Nope! I hope things do work out for you though ♡
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-oceanxeyes-

Is anyone else's wattpad not giving them notifications?

DarkLocked_Closet

@-oceanxeyes- 
            
            What's your user again?
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-oceanxeyes-

@DarkLocked_Closet Okay! Whenever you get online, could you send your rp response on there? 
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DarkLocked_Closet

@-oceanxeyes-
            
            Sounds great! I should be on later tonight.
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PredawarriorStudios

Thanks for the follow. My dms are always open for roleplay or chatting.

-oceanxeyes-

@PredawarriorStudios Your welcome, and same here my dms are open for roleplay and chatting. 
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-oceanxeyes-

So trigger warning for this post lol. 
          
          
          But this bitch right here (me lol) will be a officially a orphan soon. My father died in July from hypertension cardiovascular disease, and now in October my mother is on her deathbed from blood clots in her lungs there's nothing the doctors can do TwT. But I'm just glad she said i love you too me back and listened when I said I would take care of her baby boy aka my dog Kaito. I had a thumb print thing made of mine and her thumb prints in the shape of a heart. I know I'm eighteen but I'm still going to be a orphan in a way? Also humor and imagination are my way of coping so I'm not trying to offend anyone I just need to vent. 

N1ght_Crawl3r

@-oceanxeyes- Hey im so sorry that is happening to you.I hope that it will get better for you and that you will become a bit happier right now.They'll always be with you in your heart and will watch over you from the clouds.They love you and miss you very very much<3
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gay_lesbian03

@-oceanxeyes- I totally get that. All I can say is that the pain will lessen over time but it will always still hurt a little. They may not physically be there but when you walk down that aisle to marry whoever they will be watching over you regardless of your beliefs. When you hit those milestones they will be proud. You will always be their child and they will always be your parents regardless of anything 
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-oceanxeyes-

@gay_lesbian03 Thank you :) I'm just more at ease with the thought that my mom is going out without pain since she's on like morphine and it's like a high dosage so she doesn't feel anything at least to my knowledge. I just keep thinking like into my future like at my wedding I have no father to walk me down the isle, so I wanted my mom to do it since she had always been with me but now she can't either like I'm going to not have the woman that brought me into this world be there for my milestones in life 
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-oceanxeyes-

Okayy so I changed my username i was @Dabis_Brxken_Heart now I'm @-oceanxeyes- I deleted all my anime related books, and if anyone wants to help me make a new bio please do :) I'm not good at making them lol 

-oceanxeyes-

@K1NG_KATSUK1 Ehh idk how many i lost on my mini hiatus thing I just counted i lost two today I think lol, but yeah it might just be for writing but I'm not a hundred percent sure 
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REDEST_R10T

[ @-oceanxeyes- ] 
            
            - ͙۪۪̥˚┊❛ ☠ you lost two followers?? Jeeze. Well, at leats youll be more active.❜┊˚ ͙۪۪̥◌
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-oceanxeyes-

@K1NG_KATSUK1 Thanks, I love how I lose two followers though for changing my account so I like it again and actually would try to be more active- 
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-oceanxeyes-

All my anime related books and chapters will be unpublished. I think I want to rebrand my account and start fresh with my current hyperfixtations. Sorry for the inconveniences it may cause. 

-oceanxeyes-

@Depressed_Insominac Okay :) if you'd like I could Google it for you really quick, and thank you ^^. But I love how I lose 2 followers as soon as I change my account into something I actually like- 
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Depressed_Insominac

@-oceanxeyes- I’ll find out eventually if I’m able to watch it on there. But it’s a really nice theme, it looks really pretty
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-oceanxeyes-

@Depressed_Insominac They might be on Hulu because of the disney+ Hulu deal thingy but I'm not a hundred percent sure, but I know for a fact the movies aren't on Netflix since I would've watched them on it lol. And thank you :) Vaarin is one of my favorite half made ocs at the moment hes my little ocean Na'vi (which is the aliens in Avatar lol) 
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REDEST_R10T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUBS! <333

-oceanxeyes-

@KB_KiriBaku-KB Its going okay what about your day?
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REDEST_R10T

How's it been todayyyy
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