kaammm🤍

You doing ok

i told him no repeatedly and then he said me “you love me, right? so then help me”.. and even then, i didn’t leave him.

when you find out your abusive mom sa’d you when you were like 8-10 
          

AITA for getting mad at my boyfriend for calling an anime girl’s voice hot?
          
          i’m really insecure, and hours prior the incident, i found out he once had feelings for one of his girl friends (who he insists on not really talking to anymore). we’ve been together for 5 months so not knowing felt like a betrayal of trust because i try to tell him everything. and to make matters worse, it was our anniversary yesterday when i found out. i, like the overdramatic person i am, blew up on him for not telling me.
          
          then, after being otp all night, around 3 am, he texted me and told me that this girl’s voice from the anime he’s watching is (heart eyes).
          
          i’m sorry. i know i’m probably being overdramatic but it made me feel awful. it’s one thing to think her character is cute or something, but to like the aspect of her that makes her real (a real person’s voice) made me so upset. i blew up on him. and i mean over 20 texts without a response as he is asleep 

i had my first real breakup and heartbreak last night…
          
          we talked otp for like 3 hours after we broke up. he had given me a promise ring and i couldn’t find myself in a position to take it off as i’m so connected to it. i talked about moving on and how i just want to talk to him and be with him until i find someone else and then we’ll be done for good.
          
          and he was upset but he went with it. but then, like the hypocrite i am, hearing him talk about how he wants to be with another girl in the future and move on from me made me tear up. we had so many issues, but i couldn’t do it. i couldn’t be done with him. and he couldn’t be done with me.
          
          he’s my first real love and my heart hurt. we laughed together otp, and then we talked about how we felt and he opened up and i struggled as i don’t really know how to verbally communicate my issues, but i opened up too.
          
          we’ve decided to take a break and just go back into the talking stage since he needs to work on himself. 
          
          i never thought breakups would be so hard 
          
          THIS MF IS LITERALLY LIKE 2 STATES AWAY

having the password to my old acc but not being able to log in because of wattpad’s rules is actually so stupid
          
          I WANNA SEE WHAT YOUNGER ME WAS UP TO

i rmb tricking bitches on here into thinking i was 16 just cause my writing was so good
          
          im a sophomore, guys 
          
          i joined wattpad on my first acc in like 4th-5th grade 

in my writer era again 

i miss the 2019-2021 wattpad era ngl
          
          cringey and i regret everything i ever did during that time, but the amount of entertainment this app gave me is insane 

i wanna have cum in my mouth rn