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Hi! i’m friends w Jay in person and she wanted me to tell you all that she loves and misses you guys! She has seen and read your messages and she hopes you are all doing well! However she will possibly not be returning just bc she struggles with technophobia and this app was far to scuffed for her liking. Again, she loves and is very proud of all of you <333

dear jay,
          
          
          it's days when i feel especially sad that i think of you. are you smiling? are you crying, just like i am? do you miss me as much as i miss you? or have you forgotten that i exist already?
          
          i don't know the answers to my questions, because we'll probably never speak again. but what i do know, is that you would've been able to make me feel better.
          
          i miss you. i miss being a homeslice. i miss ur weird rants. i miss talking to you.
          
          i hope you're healthy, and i hope your mental state is far better than mine atm. maybe when you read this (if you ever do), i'll already have given up and decided to end my own suffering. maybe i'll still be holding on. maybe not.
          
          i really want to speak to you one last time. i hope i can. 
          
          love,
          
          soy/chae.

:(
          

dear jay,  
          
          god, i miss you so much. i know you're already gone, and you're not coming back . . . but why does this letter sound like you died ?  sorry XD
          
          i hope you're well and safe, and i hope that against all odds, you see this message. 
          
          maybe one day we'll talk again, and i can tell you how much ily and how much i miss u . . . 
          
          maybe. 
          
          but until then, stay safe !
          
          
          love,
          
          soy

i miss you already

I know your gone but I just want to say how much help you’ve been to me and I’m sure lots of others you probably wont read this message for a while and it might be deep in the thousands you’ll probably get because every loves you as they should I just want to say you have inspired me so much and I hope we meet again some day
          
          This life or the next ❤️

IMPORTANT MESSAGE:
          Dear Followers and Friends,
          I have had a very long talk w my friends and family about this app. I have a kind of Technophobia (fear of technology glitches and hackers) and with all this hacking and glitches, i have really struggled with panic attacks and anxiety. Due to this, I will be deactivating my account. I am completely ok and you all have absolutely nothing to worry about. This is just for my own mental health and wellness. I love you all so much and i am very thankful to have been able to meet and talk to you all. Thank you all for the love and support you have brought me over the 9 months i’ve been here. Maybe in the future I will come back but for now this is a goodbye. 
          Love,
             Jay <3 

anyone elses wattpad glitching and lagging? 

i have the fattest head ache :(

somebody pm me
          i need friends