three years —
its been three years since we — stood in that field — and my life changed for good —
that day — it all happened .. i made a promise to myself .. that id never let you out of my sight - that id never leave you.. that — i wouldn’t disappear -
but i broke it — and all i can say is that im sorry — and i - i miss you — day after day - wanting to see you again -
but without you - everything sucks - its like.. when im not with you - that i’ve almost.. lost a part of myself -and i cant find it - without you - because — i mean your a part of me that i cant let go of .. nothin feels at rest anymore -
you gave me a love , that id never think id find . you’re kind , and caring , the only person who’ll put up with me despite how weird or - moody i am . . you make me smile on my worst days , and id only try to do the same , and you accept me for me - you see more in me then id never be able to find and for that - i thank you ..
im .. lost right now.. i don’t really know what to say .. but .. happy anniversary...
heres to four —
i hope - youd still have me -
your love and tenderness -
- peter