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/ nobody ever wants to talk about real things anymore and it makes me sad T_T
          	
          	like I can tell you rn that I have one online friend who I can talk to about anything. even online I feel like I’m putting on a facade, or it’s just me sometimes..? I get it, I overthink, nobody is perfect. 
          	
          	but then again, nobody wants to hear anyone complain, right? that’s how people are taught, how we think in society but I hate that. I just want to talk about my narcissistic, ableist professor for a minute and genuinely feel like someone cares. 
          	
          	like if you think about it, as a neurodivergent person, I personally feel more comfortable and connected to people who show interest and want to spend time with me. not talk all about themselves, or vice versa where they’re just asking so many questions about me and getting to know me. I need me my happy medium :(
          	
          	and no, that’s does NOT mean I like you romantically. I can’t even count how many times people thought I was showing interest for the wrong reasons, when I’m just trying to be a nice human being? I’m taken too, btw. it’s weird how so many people think that since someone is nice they’re romantically interested. 
          	
          	buuuttt anyways, there’s my rant. thank you for reading of you did. I have a lot of insight on a lot of things and I feel as though there are not enough people that recognize that. peace out lovelies <3

Assassin_Schnne

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          	  You can always talk to me, I have discord remember?
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/ nobody ever wants to talk about real things anymore and it makes me sad T_T
          
          like I can tell you rn that I have one online friend who I can talk to about anything. even online I feel like I’m putting on a facade, or it’s just me sometimes..? I get it, I overthink, nobody is perfect. 
          
          but then again, nobody wants to hear anyone complain, right? that’s how people are taught, how we think in society but I hate that. I just want to talk about my narcissistic, ableist professor for a minute and genuinely feel like someone cares. 
          
          like if you think about it, as a neurodivergent person, I personally feel more comfortable and connected to people who show interest and want to spend time with me. not talk all about themselves, or vice versa where they’re just asking so many questions about me and getting to know me. I need me my happy medium :(
          
          and no, that’s does NOT mean I like you romantically. I can’t even count how many times people thought I was showing interest for the wrong reasons, when I’m just trying to be a nice human being? I’m taken too, btw. it’s weird how so many people think that since someone is nice they’re romantically interested. 
          
          buuuttt anyways, there’s my rant. thank you for reading of you did. I have a lot of insight on a lot of things and I feel as though there are not enough people that recognize that. peace out lovelies <3

Assassin_Schnne

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            You can always talk to me, I have discord remember?
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/ I kind of like.. wish there were more people who cherished the romantic, sensual, slow type of love and not just two strangers who just met seconds ago randomly finding aggressive sexual tension between each other to the point that they’re doing the do in a back alleyway in town. like don’t get me wrong, that’s how kira was brought up in her teenage years, but jeez.. even my girl knows when real love hits. and even if it’s not, it’s just beautiful to respect a persons body even if you don’t love their heart.. yk? 
          
          anyways this rant is giving me ideas. I want to do an adorable smutty rp now, if anyone would like to dm me OR I have discord but I will be less active on there as I get distracted on it easily-

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jus like:
            
            her body gave way to their gentle hands tracing her curves. the look on her face was entirely lustful, desperate, looking for the attention she knew they would soon give her. her heated complexion revealed a smile, her soft lips curving upwards with every breath, until suddenly.. 
            
            AGH I WANT MORE! someone please please PLEASE ask me T_T
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/ wait aaaa why do I want kira to get kidnapped all of a sudden? idk I’m in the mood for like angsty tension rn. well now it’s time to go to her book >:3

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@-UnbreakableSpirit / loooolll I have written another chapter in kira’s book and started sketching her in a different style and she’s just perfect—
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/ I love how I finally got a diagnoses for something that has pained me so much in my life. I am autistic. I have adhd. there are a few other diagnoses that I also have but I would rather disclose that info. 
          
          I finally realized why I had particular requests growing up that others thought were weird or called me dramatic when my needs were not met. it’s not a small thing towards me, and I recognized that. 
          
          please pay attention and give neurodivergent/mentally ill /disabled people the accommodations they deserve. simply be kind. if someone who has communication issues actually reaches out because something bothers them, listen!! if you can’t comprehend why and don’t want to accommodate, just leave us alone. I have struggled for so long and I won’t stand to let people walk over me anymore, especially when I notice it now. and I feel the same way for others who also feel like this. I’m here for you.

ArnoMiles0013

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            It all seems perfectly fair to me.
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I say this specifically for my stories/rps and people responding. if I’m not interested in what you have to say, I won’t say anything back. I physically can’t. it hurts when I have to try and push myself to do so because it’s not an interesting topic or I feel like the conversation is over. I have mentioned this to a few people and I would like to repeat: 
            
            - I do not like small talk. I feel very pressured into responding and I don’t feel comfortable with just chatting abt my day cuz it makes me feel unsafe for some reason
            
            - I don’t like ALWAYS being the one to start a scenario. it just shuts down my thought processes and I get writers block (I will let you know if I feel like starting at the time or let you know that I might be able to at a later time)
            
            - I’m not being rude or disrespectful for not being able to respond, and these are accommodations for my disability. yes, autism is a disability. 
            
            and I would like to add as well, that if you get upset with me, let me know. I would rather be reasonable and talk about what you need as well or simply come to an understanding with how you’re feeling as well. I’m not the only one who has feelings and I will listen.
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/ is anyone interested in an enemies to lovers fantasy rp?

Assassin_Schnne

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            Shite.
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@Assassin_Schnne / no I don't
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Assassin_Schnne

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            Not really the story, but I don't mind describing it. Anyway, do you know Saints Row?)
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/ ik I have been inactive for a while but I'm in the mood for an rp! I just got a pc and I'm feeling good so cb if you want to rp with me pleaseeee

ArnoMiles0013

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            And sent.
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@ArnoMiles0013 / okay
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ArnoMiles0013

@-STABBYBABY 
            
            Hmm, how about we talk about the RP in the PMs? That way we can figure something out.
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