The jester

Be there or b²

Imma now remain unactive who knows how long-

Hi I no-clipped out of the world for like, a year?

I'm dying inside. 
          here's to a near 2 hour trip to a caravan for 6 fucking days that I REALLY don't wanna go to but no one cares to ask me how I feel because my input doesn't matter to them. *Takes a swig of off-brand cherry cola* Someone just kill me already, it's all I ask

I woke up and chose fire today.

I'm feeling extra Pan today-

Y'all know that feeling when you remember times you had with a good friend and then your brain just slowly but surely instills the fact they'll probably leave you because they can find way better and even when said friend reassures you you're a good friend you feel like they're lying to make you feel better and soon you begin to fear you don't truly know them and they're only staying because they don't want make you upset? Or you're worried you'll never be able to help them with their issues and you're just making them worse but they won't tell you? Did any of that make sense?

How is everyone doing today? I haven't asked this in a while and I feel it's important we all get in touch with the confusing thing we call emotions, and if you need to vent feel free to do so under this message, if you don't want to that's ok, we all have different preferences.

Tfw you have a really bad headache, there's no paracetamol in the house, it's 3 AM and you COULD sleep it away but you're a stubborn asshole and so you decide, "N O" because you get 3 days off of hell on earth and you don't want to waste even a moment of those 3 days sleeping.

Hope you get to 200 soon c: