𝑷 𝑨 𝑰 𝑮 𝑬

Hey, I know that you're going through a tough time right now, but I want you to know that you're not alone. We may not know each other, but if you want to talk, I'm always here for you. I won't say that I  understand you, because you're going  through so much stuff right now. But please, take care of yourself as much as you can. 
          Remember that you're an amazing human who can get through this, look back at how much you've come across. Don't give up now. You can make it. Trust me. 
          
          Sending all positive energy and love <3

Gonna rant real quick so TW I’m talking about my mental and medical health problems. 
          
          My stomach is flared up so bad I spend most of my day popping Tylenol in fetal position with a heating pad. My lower left side under my bellybutton hurts to the touch. I have no appetite and I’m dropping weight (which has fueled my bipolar episodes and impulses into relapsing in my ED) My stomach isn’t absorbing my meds, we’re trying to get my insurance to cover a dissolvable mood stabilizer so I can absorb it but it’ll take weeks. If they don’t cover it I can’t afford it. My gastroenterologist ignored my messages and refused to prescribe me any sort of medicine so I’m currently waiting to get a new GI doctor, which once again can take weeks to months. I’m throwing up randomly, breaking out in hives, hair falling out in clumps, I can barely remember my days and I don’t even know how I’m functioning. Writing has been my safe coping mechanism lately so expect new chapters.
          
          I’m a nineteen year old dropout with no car, license, job. I live away from all of my family and had to leave my mom alone after my dad died so we can both heal and be stable mentally and financially. I’m starting college in the fall and I don’t even have a permit. I dropped out of high school purely out of anxiety and my stomach which has only gotten worse. I’m doing first semester online but the thought of going back in that setting leaves me sick. My grandmother on my mom’s side has completely shut us out and is trying to ruin my relationship with my grandpa who is the only one helping me with college. My boyfriend and I are both having horrible flare ups, there’s so so much more but my mind cannot turn off. If you managed to read this, please send all the good energy my way, if you can. I’ll try my best to keep up with my message board the best I can. 
          
          Much love xx

Is there a place to get free therapy online fast?

I’m currently in the worst mental and physical state of my life, please be patient as I’m inactive working on myself and my health. Thank you all so much for the reads, follows, comments, etc. I will do everything I need to do in time. Much love xx 

Please check out my story!
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/393640218?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=rruetopia

I’m sorry I’ve been gone for so long. My mental health is severely low. I’m working on healing myself. I’ll be back when I’m in a better place  <3

THEME>>>

Taking a little break, I’ll be back soon darlings  ₊˚⊹♡

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Does anyone actually want a chapter two to TWIAW? I wanna know if people were really interested or not.