Sofia ✨️✨️

Most times I really make so wrong decision. But there are some decisions that I made and I am glad I made it. Usually I chose wrong people, but there are some who were right people. And I wish I could tell them how much they mean to me but I guess it will be awkward. lol But why is it awkward? What's wrong with showing people how much they mean to us, how much we appreciate their existence in our lives? For not leaving us, for being here when it was hard for them to be by our sides. for always taking care of our emotions, for always trying to understand us. for always loving us. Sometimes I really really want to tell them that I am glad I met them, that I am glad our friendship never end, that I am glad they hold me, that I am glad my texts never bother them, and I am glad I am important person for them. But I can't tell them, probably bc I always wait for perfect moment, a suitable time. Or maybe I am a bit shy to tell. But I really want them to know. Because there are many people who wouldn't do what they do for us. And tbh, even when my own parents didn't believe in me, they believed in me. And even when I was wrong to them, they always keep understanding me. And the reason why I know what friendship means are them. And I like it, I like having true friends who just have so many reasons to leave, but don't leave us. And because of that, I really want to be a good friend :)

English is beautiful language, and especially I think those words are beautiful: 
          
          Glory
          Glamorous
          Persuasively 
          Astrology
          Gorgeous
          Absolutely 
          Enchanted 
          Marvelous
          Magnificent 
          Wonderful
          
          Those are the ones I love the most. Tho there might be other words, which I forget, or don't know yet, which will look so attractive to me. 

I saw a pic about "Break generational trauma" where old man was calling his son "Stupid", the son was telling his son "you not good enough" but this son was telling his kiddo "you pushing p" This was wonderful. 
          
          All my life everyone was telling me "you are talking nonsense" "stop talking if you can't say right option" Even one wattpader told me to stop writing here, this wasn't right place to do it. But most people does it, writes here, says wrong options, talks silly things. But that doesn't make them wrong or bad people. Plus, when I have oral exams, I am like "What if my option is wrong, what if I talk nonsense, what if they won't like my answer" 
          
          And many people feel like that too. But I am sure our generation will change it, cuz I and so many who I know do it. I always tell my cousins that they can do it, that they should have dreams, that if you fight, if you keep going, you will achieve your goals. That their voice and what they think is important. And then they smile and I hope that at least I change their life to better for a moment. 

Ever thought how lucky we are to be born in this period of time and not in the past? 
          
          Only in the 17th century women authors become more prominent, tho many of them still published their works anonymously. 
          
          And female authorship became a recognized profession for middle-class women in the 19th century. 
          
          And many women published their books under male names because people weren't seeing women's work seriously, and they thought men were more educated than any woman. 
          
          And in my country, in the 21th century, we have less female authors. But I know the situation is better and there are many female authors around the world. 
          
          So yeah, if you are female author here, or even unpopular female author, or someone who rarely writes, or someone who works anonymously, I am so proud of you!! Because you make change in this world by writing, and because of you situation is better and we have more female writers!! I love youuu!! And keep going!! You can change the world!! 

Yesterday, when I was out to buy fast food, something happened. 
          
          I was coming out from store and someone wanted to go in. I hold the door for them as I was the one who went out first. 
          
          The one person passed without saying anything. But another one was so nice. And he said to me "Thank youuu!!". He said it with too excitement, with positive energy, and with so big smile that this one sentense never left my mind. I will always remember that voice and face. 
          
          I know it's little and not important thing, but it was big to me. Whole day I was too happy and even today remembering it made me happy. I liked that someone actually appreciated my kind behaviour. But what gave me smile was that he said it in that voice. I felt like I was seen. 
          
          I am againat love but if someone makes me feel like that again, like if their even one word will make me happy, and their behaviour will make me feel like seen, I am ready to let myself fall for them. But yeah, I don't think I will meet people like them again. 
          

You know what feels so great?
          
          When your kitten falls asleep on you or your stomach. Or when some part of kitten is on your body. Because it means with you they feel safe and are able to sleep. 
          
          My kitten falls asleep every day. He comes where I am and sits on me. He rests his head on my shoulder or stomach and I hug him. Touch his hair and make him feel safe. 
          
          Idk why but I love the feeling of someone feeling safe with me. :))

Ahhh I love your theme so much! Also , I just adore the amount of joy that is in your bio<3

I am in lovw with my kitten!!
          
          He always hugsss mee
          
          and bites me lol
          
          But always comes to me when I cry
          
          Isn't he lovely?! 

I am obsessed with Taylor Swifttttt
          
          It's been whole month since I listen "all too well" and never get bored of it. 
          
          and her others songs are amazing too. 
          
          I like her writing style of music, and her voice, and just everything about herrr. SHE IS PURRFEEECTTTTT!!!!!
          

Why do I look like squidward lol. 
          
          • I would sleep all day doing nothing. 
          
          • I hate kids.
          
          • Sometimes I am rude. 
          
          • Sometimes I am selfish. 
          
          • Sometimes everyone makes me mad. 
          
          • Sometimes all I need is my music. 
          
          • Sometimes I am moody. 
          
          • But deep inside I wanna have some fun and be a part of society.