Luna (Noor)

Hiiiiii

when things in ur life start taking a turn for the better and everything you dreamt of is coming true ♡ sth i can tell everyone as someone who went through a heck of up & downs is don't give up - admin

i'll never forgive myself for letting my parents gaslight and guilt-trip me into choosing a major I'll forever hate. 
          
          -admin   

i refuse to believe that i turn 19 soon. i'm stuck at 17 TT - admin 

This is probably my best work yet - Admin
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          Wonderland 
          
          Does falling in love make me like Alice,
          Strong, courageous, and dreamy,
          as I daydream about impossibilities,
          yet insist that my future will be gleamy? 
          Or am I the Mad Hatter,
          constantly spouting nonsense,
          being hopefully silly,
          as my thoughts continuously condense? 
          Maybe I resemble The White Rabbit,
          because the same way as his pink eyes,
          I see the world through rose coloured glasses,
          Even though my pain has led me to silent cries?
          I was always fond of the Cheshire Cat,
          but I'm the other way around, 
          because instead of confusing others,
          In my own endless questions, I drowned. 
          Sometimes, I feel like the White Queen,
          As anxious as she's thoughtful, 
          Always wondering about the future,
          Even as she's hopeful.
          Falling in love makes me like the Red Queen,
          As emotionless and evil as she seems,
          She never really hurt anyone,
          For once to be loved is all she dreams...
          

Should I publish a poetry book with my writings? 
          
          -Admin

I have liked him for 1 year and loved him for 2. Even though he was clear he doesn't have feelings for me, no man will ever replace him in my heart. No man will ever look attractive to me (externally & internally), but him. (The need to rant 'bout my feels, bcs it hurts way too much.)
          
          - Admin

i wrote a short thingy. Can't send these to him, so I'll dump them here - admin
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          in my dream, i saw you,
          maybe for the first time in a while,
          it felt insanely real,
          and you held a smile, 
          
          i had missed that,
          and your crescent eyes,
          the way you laugh,
          and... all of your lies.. 
          
          "i...", i hesitated,
          looking so dearly at you,
          "nevermind", i added,
          because the outcome i knew, 
          
          "tell me", you said,
          "...if only you knew..",
          i stopped and stared,
          then added, "that i still love you".
          

there's a difference between ppl you consider close friends and people who are just in your life. people really do be thinking that they can go from acting sweet when they need me to cold when they don't as if their rude attitude will have an impact on my life.
          
          babes, my toxic trait is that i can cut off someone from my life and i won't feel a damn thing. 

from the river to the sea, Palestine will be free.