Dan is bullied, Phil is a bully Finished October 31st 2016 All rights reserved @midnightphanfic 2016 {trigger warning! Don't read if you're triggered by physical + verbal bullying, gay slurs and suicidal thoughts}
It was an accident, but Phil blames himself. Dan's gone, but Phil still feels him there. What did it matter if Dan was dead? Nothing.... Nothing mattered anymore.... (Warnings: MC death, depression, attempted self-harm, alcohol and drinking, very angsty, I cried while rereading this so you may cry too) I have no idea...
Dan and Charlie had a very public breakup. Dan and Phil meet, but what Dan doesn't know is that Phil's been watching him for over a year now, but what he doesn't know won't hurt him, right? Wrong. Gonna be kinda a short story, not really sure yet. Basically weird kinky shit, and stockholm syndrome, so yeah.......... ...
It's the time where Prince Philip needs to find a princess to share the thrown with. Except he isn't interested in any of the princesses. Over time he becomes more interested in a sassy servant instead.
Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love...
*'BEST SERIES' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2017)* FIRST BOOK IN THE 'STAINED' SERIES Meet Phil Lester, a bad boy with blood on his hands. Literally. After one night strikes, Phil turns to a group of serial killers as a distraction and soon he finds himself with a trail of dead bodies at his own fault. Meet Dan Howell...
"Time is running out and we'll be gone one day. I can't live in this cruel world without you Phil. You are my life, my love, and my world," Dan says with so much meaning and love that a tear runs down his face.
[completed] philly: who's this? danhowell: your future husband ; copyright © 2016 //highest ranking: #4
If you're into texting phan, general phan, smut :) , or innocent!dan and fuckboy!phil and major daddy kinks then you've come to the right place
Phil is an exchange student and Dan happens to be his host brother. GENRE: Fluff/Angst. there is smut but you shouldn't read if that's all you want. WARNINGS: Drug/Alcohol Usage, Swearing, Depression and mentions of suicide (cutting, suicide attempt), Death of family members, Childhood traumas, Car accidents, Boyxbo...
And never did I think that I would be caught in the way you got me. Push another girl aside and just give in. × Or the one where Dan is the schools slut and Phil is the badboy fem!dan because yES???
I'm sorry... please forgive me.... . . / Phil's POV / WARNINGS: Angst, minor mention of self-harm, depression, etc. (( Copyright © 2016. silhouette-boy ))
**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...
Dan Howell has grown up wingless in a world full of wings. Old legends have twisted the views of his peers, leaving him utterly alone until he meets the strangely beautiful Phil Lester, who has a different view on their world. Phil may not have the ability to give Dan wings, but he can sure as hell make him feel as if...
"Phil... I'm depressed" "Oh my god, me too! I get so down in the dumps sometimes it's ju-" "No. Phil. I have depression" "Oh." ~ triggers: -self harm (cutting) -depression + depressing thoughts -suicidal thoughts + suicide -gay slurs + other derogatory words ...
"The less you care, the happier you are." He turned to face me, his blue eyes dull with traces of betrayal. "No. The less you care, the lonelier you are." - In a world where people have the ability to flip an emotions switch, many people lack feelings and sympathy in general- including Dan Howell after a tragedy str...
When so much damage has been done, is it possible to recover and get better?
That feeling deep down in your stomach, the craving. Yeah, I've had that. But not for food or blood or lust. The emptiness achieved from not eating since Monday. That's what I craved. #414 in fanfiction lol get recked
Phil tops, and here's the reasons why. Don't even try to fight me on this, hear me out.
"Don't leave me Phil" - Dan Howell is crazy. Plain crazy. When his parents send him to therapy camp. He sees things. Or more like he sees people. When he befriends a boy named Phil will Dan know the truth about him? Is Phil real? Or is he just another character in Dans messed up head? This is really short and sad...
Beating hearts. Sliced skin. Shallow breaths and a feeling of love. That was what we were. "You had a heart made of glass and eyes that only saw stars. You were a canvas soaked in color. Vivid memories and passion saturated your bones. You made me feel."
A story where the quiet Phil Lester keeps all his problems in a note book- A note book that gets lost. The popular Dan Howell finds the note book, and sets out to help the lost boy.
Everyone has a shadow. They never think twice about it. and me? I've always had two. -------- A story where Phil loves to stand out and be unique, but dan always copies him.
"Reason number one not to fall in love with Phil Lester, he speaks in colors." ~ Dan Howell is in his last year of high school when, thanks to a bet, he is forced to prove to his friend how easy it is to not fall in love with somebody who cares for the stars more than he cares for himself. Who's crazy plans always see...
"i want you to kill me." -- the one where dan is suicidal and phil is homicidal.
Dan has an eating disorder and Phil is yet to find out, but eventually start noticing something isn't right...
Dan Howell. A teenage boy with depression, self harm, and a very rare disease of butterfingers. Also has an obsession with llamas. Phil Lester. A teenage boy with eyes that could make the moon jealous, has an amazing talent for making people smile when they have gone through the roughest crap ever. Also has an obsessi...
Dan & Phil meet in a psychiatric hospital. They find both sadness and happiness in each other. Suicidal and broken, will they learn to fix each other or will they break each other even more? *** this story includes a lot of triggering features that may be upsetting to some readers, please be careful if you read ~ if y...
A fanfiction about Phan - When Dan makes a rash decision to commit suicide, and fails, Phil has to rush back from his holiday to see him, and most importantly, to find out why. But with Dan withholding information as to why he did it, and Phil trying desperately to make something of his life - will they ever discover...
